My Personal Rollercoaster
Sometimes the things you say are too hurtful. Sometimes the words you speak break my heart. You bring me up so high, but then you let me down. Before I can gather all the broken pieces, you crush me again and shatter me once more.
From up to down to up again. Sometimes the things you do are too thoughtful. Sometimes the way you act melts my heart. You apologize and whisper sweet words, and before I can think twice, I’m falling in love all over again.
The joy of your smiles, the pain of your glare-you’ve got me going crazy. You’re my personal roller coaster, Seung Hyun. Up, down, up, down, up… and back down. I hold on tight, because I can’t let go. I hold on tight, because I don’t want to let go. I hold on tight, because my heart won’t cling on to anyone else.
Sometimes I wish I could step down and run. Sometimes I wish I could run away before you hold me back. I want to run away from you. I want to run away from this dizzying ride.
I want you to know how afraid I am. I want you to know how much I can’t keep away even though I want to. I want you to know how much I can’t live without you. I want you to know how much you can’t live without me.
I want to run away, but only far enough to make you miss me. I want to run away, but I won’t, because I’ll only miss you more.
AN: Third request oneshot for the day and it's for xbigbangx Yes, it's more of a drabble than a oneshot, but this was all I could come up with after two one-pagers in a row. Anyway, this'll be my last request for a while. My friend S (you remember her?) has a plot idea and I'm going to help her a bit, so I'll be on writing hiatus for some time.
I hope you liked this one!