Emotions
I'm chalk full of em and hate most of them.
There's the usual bullshit, which I'm not going to bother with. And then there is this
You might remember these journal entries
http://yukariimari.livejournal.com/86244.html
http://yukariimari.livejournal.com/86355.html
There are some of you on here that have known me since highschool. Have known about ...alot of my ways, friends, everything I've done since then. You've seen me grow alot.
You probably remember how I always made wisecracks about how I would make a better guy...
Seraph says:
...
I have had
SUCH an emotional day
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
o___o *SNUGS* What's wrong? T_T
Seraph says:
well
every time I think about this sex change shit
I get stressed
so I've covered the entire emotional roller coaster
.....
I told mom
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
What did she say?
Seraph says:
I was in TEARS while telling her
and after a while of talking
I had to get off the phone
called her back
"While I was stirring the spaghetti I was thinking about our conversation and thought. I love you. You could have two heads and that'd never change. OH! Hey! You would!"
XD I laughed so fucking hard
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
XDD
Seraph says:
I never fail to underestimate my mother and how understanding she is. And when she reminds me, I feel so ungrateful, but so happy for how lucky I am to have her as a mother
I've been taking those wisecracks a little more seriously for a couple years now
I'm scheduled to talk to my therapist about options soon
If you don't accept me, even just thinking about this. If it makes you balk, cringe, or see me as wrong. You know where you can take your opinion and go. I don't need that in my life. I'm above it.
If you do accept me. That means the world to me, and makes me love you that much more
There's the usual bullshit, which I'm not going to bother with. And then there is this
You might remember these journal entries
http://yukariimari.livejournal.com/86244.html
http://yukariimari.livejournal.com/86355.html
There are some of you on here that have known me since highschool. Have known about ...alot of my ways, friends, everything I've done since then. You've seen me grow alot.
You probably remember how I always made wisecracks about how I would make a better guy...
Seraph says:
...
I have had
SUCH an emotional day
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
o___o *SNUGS* What's wrong? T_T
Seraph says:
well
every time I think about this sex change shit
I get stressed
so I've covered the entire emotional roller coaster
.....
I told mom
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
What did she say?
Seraph says:
I was in TEARS while telling her
and after a while of talking
I had to get off the phone
called her back
"While I was stirring the spaghetti I was thinking about our conversation and thought. I love you. You could have two heads and that'd never change. OH! Hey! You would!"
XD I laughed so fucking hard
[ e i - c h a n ] says:
XDD
Seraph says:
I never fail to underestimate my mother and how understanding she is. And when she reminds me, I feel so ungrateful, but so happy for how lucky I am to have her as a mother
I've been taking those wisecracks a little more seriously for a couple years now
I'm scheduled to talk to my therapist about options soon
If you don't accept me, even just thinking about this. If it makes you balk, cringe, or see me as wrong. You know where you can take your opinion and go. I don't need that in my life. I'm above it.
If you do accept me. That means the world to me, and makes me love you that much more