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Time to update all my rpg's and stuff. Things have been going shitty. Everytime I think it has all passed and I can breath again, uglyness rears its head again. Putting asside all the con crap, I had a great time there. I spent most of the con with Brian just kinda hanging out. Kate got sick, but she got better. There was a fun hospital incident involving a crazy drugged up man and an angry black man. It was scary, but now that I'm not in harm's way, it's kinda funny.
Brian is awesome, I forgot how cool it was to hang out with him on a one on one basis. Man I can't wait till he comes up here again. In any case, I am now free from my responsibility of costume commissions. I'm not taking any more till I'm damn good and ready, if ever. Of course, my services are still available (and pushed) on my friends.
Work is still work. Not doing anything right now to have to stay late for, but still busy. Look for my work on the web at chef boyardee, discovery, oxygen, and before the movie previews for compass bank.
wee, my bank account is in the red. woot! Granted, I could have put monies into it, but the con ate that up. At least I feel good about the purchases I made. They are the only things I have to show for my over a month worth of working. It'll get better. I know it will.
On a depressing note, anyone looking for a room mate? not too sure if I'll need one, but...just perusing my options at this point. Somewhere close to white plains?
Anyway, I would like to go to sleep untill my life expires, b/c that seems to be the only thing that dosn't make me feel like shit. Eatting has even fallen off the list for me. As long as I'm awake, I feel that there will always be something waiting for me even underneath the happy times. I am flaoting, and feel like there is no way down. So, the coward's way out, is too frigtening for me, instead, I'll just fade away. That seams easier. Unfourtunately, or fortunately I'm not too certain, life has a strong hold on me. As nice as it would be to just float away, leave reality and go linger somewhere till I get tired of life, I can't do that either. So I just sit here, take life's crap and go through the motions of everyday.
Brian is awesome, I forgot how cool it was to hang out with him on a one on one basis. Man I can't wait till he comes up here again. In any case, I am now free from my responsibility of costume commissions. I'm not taking any more till I'm damn good and ready, if ever. Of course, my services are still available (and pushed) on my friends.
Work is still work. Not doing anything right now to have to stay late for, but still busy. Look for my work on the web at chef boyardee, discovery, oxygen, and before the movie previews for compass bank.
wee, my bank account is in the red. woot! Granted, I could have put monies into it, but the con ate that up. At least I feel good about the purchases I made. They are the only things I have to show for my over a month worth of working. It'll get better. I know it will.
On a depressing note, anyone looking for a room mate? not too sure if I'll need one, but...just perusing my options at this point. Somewhere close to white plains?
Anyway, I would like to go to sleep untill my life expires, b/c that seems to be the only thing that dosn't make me feel like shit. Eatting has even fallen off the list for me. As long as I'm awake, I feel that there will always be something waiting for me even underneath the happy times. I am flaoting, and feel like there is no way down. So, the coward's way out, is too frigtening for me, instead, I'll just fade away. That seams easier. Unfourtunately, or fortunately I'm not too certain, life has a strong hold on me. As nice as it would be to just float away, leave reality and go linger somewhere till I get tired of life, I can't do that either. So I just sit here, take life's crap and go through the motions of everyday.