Backstage (fanfic)
Title: Backstage
Pairing: Yamada x Chinen very slight OkaJima^^
Genre: romance, drabble (is it?)
Rating: pg-13
Summary: JUMP are having their concert. The HS7 are in the backstage...
I was sitting down in the sofa while waiting for my turn to stand on the stage.
When I took my bottle of water, I heard a very lovely voice that is echoing forever in my mind.
That sweet “Yama-chan” that I can hear…It’ll take my attention from whatever Im doing.
That kind of sensation, Its familiar..I mean, it’s like the song Im singing alone.
Yamete yamete mou
Boku de asobanai de
When he came closer to me, he just smiles innocently and hugs me tight.
It really makes my body warm. Just the simple hug of him, already driving me crazy.
I hugged him back, more tightly; don’t want to let him go.
Feeling his warmth breath, through my chest.
He looked up, to my face and said,
“Yama-chan kawaii”
I cant control myself but to blush hardly.
I just nod at the times like that, because I might blush more…
Its not like, I don’t want him to know that Im blushing…
But…its just…Im too weak when it comes to like this…
They said that, Im strongest among the member
But for me, the strongest is the guy in front of me,
Chinen Yuuri.
Kimi wa maboroshi no lady
You’re different from everyone.
You’re different from Dai-chan.
Dai-chan is my best friend, I can tell everything to him, I see him like my girlfriend
But Chinen is different from those things.
He is my friend, yeah.
He is important to me too
We’re doing things that others also do.
But my feelings towards him is different
Its more than friend that its supposed to
Its more than the way I see Dai-chan, my ‘girlfriend’
Its not the ‘right way’ but…
Maybe I already like him in other way…
Binetsu ga boku wo tsutsumikomu
He’s going closer to me again…
“Yama-chan, I like youre hair style”
He smiled softly and touched my hair, sliding down to my cheeks.
I don’t know…I don’t know the reason for me to think in this way…
I don’t want his hands to leave my face,
I want his kind and soft touch…
Just with his touch, I felt that, I already have a fever
I could feel the hotness all over my body…
Warai kakeru akuma no joker
I thought..he’s my angel
But he’s not…
He’s a devil…
Devil that drove me this crazy…
I held his hand tightly….
I don’t plan to let it go…
I don’t know the things Im doing right now…
Like what I said, its ‘wrong’
My body is moving closer to you…
My other hand is pulling you closer to me…
I bent my back to push you to the sofa…
Moving my face, closer to yours…
I can feel your breath through my face…
If it continues, I might do more than the things Im thinking right now…
I don’t want him to hate me because of it…
But now, my mind is full of ‘you’.
No other word can describe my feeling right now…
I think, its not just ‘like’
I think….its already love
Im feeling the sweet lips of yours
The sweetest thing I ever felt.
I closed my eyes deeply, but I can still see the scene.
I want this moment…to last forever
Please tell me that you love me too when I confessed
Im scared to end this thing because…you might leave me…
Please…don’t be scared…Im just…its just….
Its just………I love you so much…
I stopped, I broke the kiss…
My whole world changed…
But Im scared
Scared to tell you this…
But I have to…
“Chinen…”
He didn’t say anything…even a single noise
“Please forgive me…for this”
He still didn’t say anything
“Chinen…I love you”
He grabbed my shirt and kissed me…
I felt a warm drop of tear through my cheeks
I pushed him, and saw his face…
He’s crying…
My heart pounded faster…
Because of the anxiousness
And I asked,
“why? Are...you mad at me?”
He laughed but his tears are still falling..
He finally spoke,
“stupid…I..I love you too”
He hugged me tight…
Not the hug that we always do…
I can feel the love from it…
I was shocked at first,
But now, im not..
I felt that, my feelings are more than love
I smiled..really….
I realised that, my life is complete now…
I don’t need any wife anymore…
I just need ‘him’
He owes the half of my heart…
Yuto came, together with Keito.
Im now understand their feelings…
I always caught them hugging, kissing…
I always thought they are disgusting things…
But now, I realised that…this is the true love..
“Yama-chan..and Chii?”
We both look at them
“I didn’t plan to disturb you two…but Yama-chan, its your turn to sing”
I laughed….I mean, WE laughed..
I look at Chinen and smiled…
I patted his head and went to the stage…
I almost forget that, it was still during concert hours…
When I stepped on the stage..the lights are all dimmed..
The instrumental music of Asia no Yoru played…
Every single lyric of it makes me remember Chinen…
“ miwaku no koi ni oboretai”
The fans screamed out loud….
When the lights started to dim again…I went back to backstage…to see Chinen…
“ Yamete yamete mou…boku de asobanai de”
I saw Chinen, imitating me in the backstage…as well as the other members…
I laughed…he is…really….
CUTE <3
= = = =
Yamada Ryosuke’s note:
Top 5 things I love
1. Family
2. Chinen Yuuri <3 <3
3. JUMP
4. Fans
5. Readers of this fic ^^
= = = =
Aaah~ another one…Im addicted to make fics XD
Ahaha XDD maybe..I’ll make more XD since Im bored…
And making fics are quite fun ^^ and…watta ending -___-
I cant think of a nice ending…hehehe :p
And..that Yamada’s note at the end is just my own…thing…XD
Comments are loved ^^
Pairing: Yamada x Chinen very slight OkaJima^^
Genre: romance, drabble (is it?)
Rating: pg-13
Summary: JUMP are having their concert. The HS7 are in the backstage...
I was sitting down in the sofa while waiting for my turn to stand on the stage.
When I took my bottle of water, I heard a very lovely voice that is echoing forever in my mind.
That sweet “Yama-chan” that I can hear…It’ll take my attention from whatever Im doing.
That kind of sensation, Its familiar..I mean, it’s like the song Im singing alone.
Yamete yamete mou
Boku de asobanai de
When he came closer to me, he just smiles innocently and hugs me tight.
It really makes my body warm. Just the simple hug of him, already driving me crazy.
I hugged him back, more tightly; don’t want to let him go.
Feeling his warmth breath, through my chest.
He looked up, to my face and said,
“Yama-chan kawaii”
I cant control myself but to blush hardly.
I just nod at the times like that, because I might blush more…
Its not like, I don’t want him to know that Im blushing…
But…its just…Im too weak when it comes to like this…
They said that, Im strongest among the member
But for me, the strongest is the guy in front of me,
Chinen Yuuri.
Kimi wa maboroshi no lady
You’re different from everyone.
You’re different from Dai-chan.
Dai-chan is my best friend, I can tell everything to him, I see him like my girlfriend
But Chinen is different from those things.
He is my friend, yeah.
He is important to me too
We’re doing things that others also do.
But my feelings towards him is different
Its more than friend that its supposed to
Its more than the way I see Dai-chan, my ‘girlfriend’
Its not the ‘right way’ but…
Maybe I already like him in other way…
Binetsu ga boku wo tsutsumikomu
He’s going closer to me again…
“Yama-chan, I like youre hair style”
He smiled softly and touched my hair, sliding down to my cheeks.
I don’t know…I don’t know the reason for me to think in this way…
I don’t want his hands to leave my face,
I want his kind and soft touch…
Just with his touch, I felt that, I already have a fever
I could feel the hotness all over my body…
Warai kakeru akuma no joker
I thought..he’s my angel
But he’s not…
He’s a devil…
Devil that drove me this crazy…
I held his hand tightly….
I don’t plan to let it go…
I don’t know the things Im doing right now…
Like what I said, its ‘wrong’
My body is moving closer to you…
My other hand is pulling you closer to me…
I bent my back to push you to the sofa…
Moving my face, closer to yours…
I can feel your breath through my face…
If it continues, I might do more than the things Im thinking right now…
I don’t want him to hate me because of it…
But now, my mind is full of ‘you’.
No other word can describe my feeling right now…
I think, its not just ‘like’
I think….its already love
Im feeling the sweet lips of yours
The sweetest thing I ever felt.
I closed my eyes deeply, but I can still see the scene.
I want this moment…to last forever
Please tell me that you love me too when I confessed
Im scared to end this thing because…you might leave me…
Please…don’t be scared…Im just…its just….
Its just………I love you so much…
I stopped, I broke the kiss…
My whole world changed…
But Im scared
Scared to tell you this…
But I have to…
“Chinen…”
He didn’t say anything…even a single noise
“Please forgive me…for this”
He still didn’t say anything
“Chinen…I love you”
He grabbed my shirt and kissed me…
I felt a warm drop of tear through my cheeks
I pushed him, and saw his face…
He’s crying…
My heart pounded faster…
Because of the anxiousness
And I asked,
“why? Are...you mad at me?”
He laughed but his tears are still falling..
He finally spoke,
“stupid…I..I love you too”
He hugged me tight…
Not the hug that we always do…
I can feel the love from it…
I was shocked at first,
But now, im not..
I felt that, my feelings are more than love
I smiled..really….
I realised that, my life is complete now…
I don’t need any wife anymore…
I just need ‘him’
He owes the half of my heart…
Yuto came, together with Keito.
Im now understand their feelings…
I always caught them hugging, kissing…
I always thought they are disgusting things…
But now, I realised that…this is the true love..
“Yama-chan..and Chii?”
We both look at them
“I didn’t plan to disturb you two…but Yama-chan, its your turn to sing”
I laughed….I mean, WE laughed..
I look at Chinen and smiled…
I patted his head and went to the stage…
I almost forget that, it was still during concert hours…
When I stepped on the stage..the lights are all dimmed..
The instrumental music of Asia no Yoru played…
Every single lyric of it makes me remember Chinen…
“ miwaku no koi ni oboretai”
The fans screamed out loud….
When the lights started to dim again…I went back to backstage…to see Chinen…
“ Yamete yamete mou…boku de asobanai de”
I saw Chinen, imitating me in the backstage…as well as the other members…
I laughed…he is…really….
CUTE <3
= = = =
Yamada Ryosuke’s note:
Top 5 things I love
1. Family
2. Chinen Yuuri <3 <3
3. JUMP
4. Fans
5. Readers of this fic ^^
= = = =
Aaah~ another one…Im addicted to make fics XD
Ahaha XDD maybe..I’ll make more XD since Im bored…
And making fics are quite fun ^^ and…watta ending -___-
I cant think of a nice ending…hehehe :p
And..that Yamada’s note at the end is just my own…thing…XD
Comments are loved ^^