Regression suxxor
Most of my belongings are now at my mom's. I'm sleeping here for the first night in 4 years. Its bittersweet, I love my parents and my brother and I will be spending a lot more time with them, but I really am not happy about the move. It was for the best, I think, but its been really difficult mentally and physically. Thankfully I have an awesome little brother who stepped up to the plate. My dad's pretty sick so he couldn't help and my mom has stupid bad carpul tunnel and arthritis, so couldn't ask her either. I have a few hours to spend packing up all the clothes for the salvation army and I still don't know what I'm going to do with the dresser thats still there. Maybe Josh's mom will want it. I'm just so freaking tired. I'm going to sleep a lot on Saturday.
Its been a really really shitty year so far. I'm hoping it turns around but I'm not going to hold my breath. 2009 was for breath holding, 2010 has been for severe gut punches and vomitting.
Its been a really really shitty year so far. I'm hoping it turns around but I'm not going to hold my breath. 2009 was for breath holding, 2010 has been for severe gut punches and vomitting.