I feel like a whiny two year old
I'm having a really tough time at work lately. My adult life feels very void of oppurtunity and I have a really hard time finding the brighter side of things. I used to consider myself an optimist but I mostly just feel like a b*tch and really emo. Its awful and I'm trying to work on that. I have so many plans and ideas but a majority of what I look forward to gets cancelled. Its such a downer. I don't want things to suck. I'm not trying to sit back and get all entitled, life owes me type crap. Here's my list of demands (like tantrum type demands, throwing hands in the air, kicking and screaming like a toddler):
1) I want a freakin raise already! I don't care 'at least you have a job' mantra, I have so much work to do, I spend an extra 10 hours a week at my job NOT GETTING PAID. WTF!
2) I want the birds to stop shitting on my car! The outside hose doesn't work, I can't afford to get it washed every couple of day, stop shitting or I'm going to aquire a gun!
3) I want to eat food without worrying how much of it is going to my ass! I go to the gym, I'm not someone who can't get up and move, I don't want to be anorexic to stop being fat!
4) I want my friends who move away to keep better contact. It hurts to get brushed off and I already got burned long distance and feel like a loser for it, don't be a jerk. If you just don't want to be friends, then just freakin say so!
5) FUCK YOU to the guy that recently led me on, I want you to get herpes. Top Tier level douche baggery sir. You deserved what you got.
6) if one more person gets engaged before I get to go on one date, I just fucking quit. I'm excited for the people getting married but I hate being single rejection can blow me.
7) I want to make my god damn movie.
8) If you're too retarded to see how your actions hurt everyone around you, you don't belong in my house and you don't belong in my life. Don't act surprised when I get disgusted by your ignorant fucking presence (this does not apply to most who read this, more towards something very specific)
9) Jon and Kate Plus 8? I don't care anymore, sell the kids into slavery or give Colin to Siobhan. I don't want to hear anything else.
10) I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE ARGGHHHHH!!!!!
So there's some of it (doesn't really scratch the surface, but really, this is online and if you really want to have a deep conversation, I'll see you realspace).
1) I want a freakin raise already! I don't care 'at least you have a job' mantra, I have so much work to do, I spend an extra 10 hours a week at my job NOT GETTING PAID. WTF!
2) I want the birds to stop shitting on my car! The outside hose doesn't work, I can't afford to get it washed every couple of day, stop shitting or I'm going to aquire a gun!
3) I want to eat food without worrying how much of it is going to my ass! I go to the gym, I'm not someone who can't get up and move, I don't want to be anorexic to stop being fat!
4) I want my friends who move away to keep better contact. It hurts to get brushed off and I already got burned long distance and feel like a loser for it, don't be a jerk. If you just don't want to be friends, then just freakin say so!
5) FUCK YOU to the guy that recently led me on, I want you to get herpes. Top Tier level douche baggery sir. You deserved what you got.
6) if one more person gets engaged before I get to go on one date, I just fucking quit. I'm excited for the people getting married but I hate being single rejection can blow me.
7) I want to make my god damn movie.
8) If you're too retarded to see how your actions hurt everyone around you, you don't belong in my house and you don't belong in my life. Don't act surprised when I get disgusted by your ignorant fucking presence (this does not apply to most who read this, more towards something very specific)
9) Jon and Kate Plus 8? I don't care anymore, sell the kids into slavery or give Colin to Siobhan. I don't want to hear anything else.
10) I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE ARGGHHHHH!!!!!
So there's some of it (doesn't really scratch the surface, but really, this is online and if you really want to have a deep conversation, I'll see you realspace).