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Today I threw your hand picked roses in the trash. They were dying anyway and not prettying up anything. I didn't do it to forget you. I did it to move forward. I'm sorry I wasn't that girl who was crying over Pete who seemed so innocent and needed to be protected. What do I need you for? I'm the only one who can take care of myself. I'm strong willed, blunt at times, honest, caring, and opiniated. I'm a real woman. I thought you could improve the good thing I already had going here. But you just made me second guess myself.
And to that other person who is trying to make my life miserable. Whether your lies were actual truths or not it doesn't matter. The devious things you do just make me pity you that much more. If I had your life I would kill myself. How sad you must be crying on the inside slowly dying everyday until there is nothing left but your own lies and deception. Your middle school bullshit just makes me look that more mature. You'll look in the mirror one day and won't recognize the ugly person looking back at you and then right there at that moment I want to walk in so you know I was the one who predicted your downfall and you'll see my triumphant smile as it dawns on you. Karma. What comes around goes around. You'll get yours.
I'll never compromise myself for any man again. Never. No matter how much I care about them. I can do it on my own. All I need is my family and friends and I'm comforted. I'm never really alone. I'm blessed.
And to that other person who is trying to make my life miserable. Whether your lies were actual truths or not it doesn't matter. The devious things you do just make me pity you that much more. If I had your life I would kill myself. How sad you must be crying on the inside slowly dying everyday until there is nothing left but your own lies and deception. Your middle school bullshit just makes me look that more mature. You'll look in the mirror one day and won't recognize the ugly person looking back at you and then right there at that moment I want to walk in so you know I was the one who predicted your downfall and you'll see my triumphant smile as it dawns on you. Karma. What comes around goes around. You'll get yours.
I'll never compromise myself for any man again. Never. No matter how much I care about them. I can do it on my own. All I need is my family and friends and I'm comforted. I'm never really alone. I'm blessed.