Bad days
Been having a lot of bad days lately. So many that I am tired of having Arthritis. Waking up stiff and sour is not fun. It would usually wear off and I could function. Not anymore, I am in pain; real pain for 24 hrs a day. I take something to sleep but it wears off and I wake up because my hip or shoulder is in so much pain I have dreamed about it and it woke me up.
The pain in turn attacks my immune system and my overall mental health. It just makes you feel run down. I am tired all the time. And now depressed because of it. I see my Dr on March 12th and we will have a much over do long talk. I have a new pain in my left shoulder and it has not gone away in 4 weeks. Constant..
Rick is doing better. His new Dr has put him on Abilify and it seems to be working. He is now on 7 different medications, more than me. He hasn't had any Manic outburst in 4 months now.. The "door" he says is still closed. This is the door that he says is keeping him from showing any intimacy. He gets embarrassed when there is a sex scene in a movie. IE, we just saw "Watchmen". If you have seen that movie you can just imagine all the embarrassing moments.
I just wish that door would bust open... But I have a feeling that something or someone did something to him a long time ago. Can you remember elementary school? He can't, I can remember where I sat, who was my friend, and which boy I had a crush on.. I think he needs Hypnosis. Unlock why the door closed during the 1st year of our marriage. He doesn't know how long it's been, probably because he doesn't want to know. 4 months and counting.... we women count. But I gave up being hurt awhile back. I know nothing will happen so why look forward to something?
The pain in turn attacks my immune system and my overall mental health. It just makes you feel run down. I am tired all the time. And now depressed because of it. I see my Dr on March 12th and we will have a much over do long talk. I have a new pain in my left shoulder and it has not gone away in 4 weeks. Constant..
Rick is doing better. His new Dr has put him on Abilify and it seems to be working. He is now on 7 different medications, more than me. He hasn't had any Manic outburst in 4 months now.. The "door" he says is still closed. This is the door that he says is keeping him from showing any intimacy. He gets embarrassed when there is a sex scene in a movie. IE, we just saw "Watchmen". If you have seen that movie you can just imagine all the embarrassing moments.
I just wish that door would bust open... But I have a feeling that something or someone did something to him a long time ago. Can you remember elementary school? He can't, I can remember where I sat, who was my friend, and which boy I had a crush on.. I think he needs Hypnosis. Unlock why the door closed during the 1st year of our marriage. He doesn't know how long it's been, probably because he doesn't want to know. 4 months and counting.... we women count. But I gave up being hurt awhile back. I know nothing will happen so why look forward to something?