2 days
These past 2 days have been really bad for me. So depressed. So wanting a human touch it has been unberable.. I have been thinking about the guy I came so close to having an affair with.. He is only an email away. I would probably shock the hell out of him if he knew what I have been thinking. We both have this Friday off, haha. I have tried and tried to get my husbands attention these past 2 days. But to no luck. He just lays there like a cold fish. How long can I take this? We go the 25th to see the new Dr, she is a Pychotheripst. phew, I don't even know how to spell that... I get to go, so that means I get to vent. And I am venting all the dirty laundry.. I don't really know if he tells the Phychrist everything.
We pay the last payment on our Jeep this week. After that she gets new tires and breaks. After that he knows we have 500.00 dollars extra. Money is a thing with Bipolar people. They tend to want to spend it all. That is why I take care of the bills. I knew from the beginning that he was not good at paying bills. Next month we get the money from the escow from the house, 3,000.00. DO you think I want him touching that? I told him part of it needs to go back into escrow. That will pay our property taxes, school taxes, ect...
Stacy came over today. We just talked.. We both made a roast, that was kinda funny.. Rick smothered it in steak sauce before he even tried it... He walked in the door today and even before he said hello it was, "ahh roast..". Not very friendly either..
I have had this week off... I have laid outside and worked on my tan, like it has done anything for my husband.. and I used sunblock-30.. not that stupid, not yet anyways...
We pay the last payment on our Jeep this week. After that she gets new tires and breaks. After that he knows we have 500.00 dollars extra. Money is a thing with Bipolar people. They tend to want to spend it all. That is why I take care of the bills. I knew from the beginning that he was not good at paying bills. Next month we get the money from the escow from the house, 3,000.00. DO you think I want him touching that? I told him part of it needs to go back into escrow. That will pay our property taxes, school taxes, ect...
Stacy came over today. We just talked.. We both made a roast, that was kinda funny.. Rick smothered it in steak sauce before he even tried it... He walked in the door today and even before he said hello it was, "ahh roast..". Not very friendly either..
I have had this week off... I have laid outside and worked on my tan, like it has done anything for my husband.. and I used sunblock-30.. not that stupid, not yet anyways...