Monday
It's Monday again, yea. I am hurting really bad. Can hardly walk, limping today. It's one of those days that I really should have stayed at home. I have taken everything I can take this morning and still work. The good pill that I half and even that will put me to sleep is at home. Should have stayed home. A manager who saw me limping back to my desk exclaimed, "what's wrong?". They know what I have... I told her it was hurting really bad today. She wanted to know if the weather had anything to do with it.. Mabey the arthritis but not the RA, it decides when it will flair up. So I have my shoes off, which helps sometimes to get all the pressure off.
Rick had a bad weekend. He was in a low yesterday, or depression. All he did was sleep or sit on the couch and watch tv. I really tried to ignore it. There is nothing I can do to help except keep watch. So I vacumed, did laundry, fried shrimp for dinner. And I have been sunbathing on Sundays. My legs were getting whiter than white.. really needed to do something. I started to see people look at my legs in not a friendly way.. sorta like "YUCK, what are those". But I am putting on 30 SPF to protect my skin. And me in a black string bikini does nothing for Rick. Or he says it does but he can't even tell me how I look to him.. good or not.
We are changing his Dr. He is going to his last appointment but then we will look for someone different. I think someone younger than 65 would be better. I also think a group would help. Mabey a Bipolar group who works with couples.. Haven't found one yet. I have looked at the hospitals around town but, nothing yet...
Mabey hipnosesis would work?
I have an old home remide that I am trying...
Rick had a bad weekend. He was in a low yesterday, or depression. All he did was sleep or sit on the couch and watch tv. I really tried to ignore it. There is nothing I can do to help except keep watch. So I vacumed, did laundry, fried shrimp for dinner. And I have been sunbathing on Sundays. My legs were getting whiter than white.. really needed to do something. I started to see people look at my legs in not a friendly way.. sorta like "YUCK, what are those". But I am putting on 30 SPF to protect my skin. And me in a black string bikini does nothing for Rick. Or he says it does but he can't even tell me how I look to him.. good or not.
We are changing his Dr. He is going to his last appointment but then we will look for someone different. I think someone younger than 65 would be better. I also think a group would help. Mabey a Bipolar group who works with couples.. Haven't found one yet. I have looked at the hospitals around town but, nothing yet...
Mabey hipnosesis would work?
I have an old home remide that I am trying...