Mar 10, 2007 09:52
Since my Grandfather, Alucard’s disappearance and demise, I have been living with Sount D, who had become a fatherly role-model for me. I am feeling quite especially safe and loved by him. He had been taking care of me and I have been helping him nurse the animals, at least the ones I am allowed to go near. Some animals are so exotic and rare that only he knows how to handle them. We stay up often playing Duel Monsters, we play games and drink blood. And the good thing about it is that I don’t have to… the very idea of doing something so, to bring harm … there isn’t any need. There isn’t. I can live here at the pet shop with him. He’s a nice man. I sleep during the day and stay up all hours during the night. It’s been a while since I’ve actually felt safe anywhere. Anywhere aside from my own home, this… is nice. But, I miss her… I wonder if she ever thinks of me, or wonders where I’ve gone.
Sometimes, I lay awake during the day, hiding in a dark and shielding place wondering, if she ever thought of me as anything more than I actually was.
Was I ever more than just a pet to her?