May 15, 2005 20:38
whenever you are in an alright mood and the near future looks relatively friendly and rewarding, you can just feel it and it is a very alright feeling.
that is how i am right now.
the past couple of days have been pretty good and the next couple of days should be pretty good.
so things are pretty good right now.
i enjoy this, right now.
just hoping that right now enjoys me.
david and jonny are in los angeles for a week - hah.
those guys rock.
i had to say good-bye to david today and i almost burst into tears... not.
i met my friend and we walked around and he kept asking me about my date and we caught up on a lot of stuff.
we went to see 'unleashed', which is pretty good. nothing too special, but it's alright.
i want to tell the things i am feeling and just for those moments, have no regrets about it and let myself out.
this is something i have been writing about, the plain ability to just say what you are thinking and not have the other person take it the wrong way or flip out or do anything drastic.
seriously, soon, i am going to let myself out and just be more open and myself.
there are things i keep in at so many instances because i am so worried about the repercussion of them.
but i think it would a lot better and healthier if i just said what i had on my mind, more often.
that is what i am going to work on for the next while.
and it is going to be friggin rough.
bright eyes on wednesday