Drowning in Canon....DROWNING!
I hate writers block....I have a major case of it and it is kind of scaring me because it is super long writers block.
I blame Andi.
I know I shouldn't but I haven't felt at home in my house since she got here and that kind of makes it hard for me to write, or do anything creative, and I want to be done with school so bad it hurts.
I love school. I do I was always the geek with the books too big for their little kid body and the buck teeth asking if I could stay in the library for another hour. and now I just want to be done.
I realized something that really weirded me out. I hate choir. I hate notes being wrong.I hate being thrown a song before they teach us how to read notes. It's like someone handing a japanese 101 student the a text in japanese with out telling them how to read it. So why did I waste so many years on it? I liked the people. For the most part. Even though I felt so small when other people would ignore me because I was too quiet or too loud or too close to the median. I hate the teachers little pets who try to sing the super high note in rent or christine's part in Phantom and think they can because they are sopranos. I was a soprano and I couldn't do it. Most people can't. Move on.
Clamp is on crack. but the good kind. That is high quality crack right there.
I am so excited for the con. I get to live in a hotel room for 4 days with my best friends. TOTALLY MADE OF AWESOME.
I have been in a "vent everything I have been upset about and haven't done anything about because it wouldn't be like me to scream at people when I want to" mode. It's great.
Rufus has a problem. (for the uninformed Rufus is my computer.) He won't play music right. It comes out all stilty and funny. And I don't want my dad poking around on my computer becuse all of my fandom crap that I would get grounded for(downloading music, fanfic, my doujin collection..... um yeah.....I don't think that is a good Idea.
I am currently trying to catch up on 60 years of back canon for Marvel comics. I have gained an extreme interest in them and I want to catch up. even if it takes the rest of my life....which it will...oh dearie me. Marvel is my new love. I bought an Iron man tee shirt. I felt really geeky....it was great.
I blame Andi.
I know I shouldn't but I haven't felt at home in my house since she got here and that kind of makes it hard for me to write, or do anything creative, and I want to be done with school so bad it hurts.
I love school. I do I was always the geek with the books too big for their little kid body and the buck teeth asking if I could stay in the library for another hour. and now I just want to be done.
I realized something that really weirded me out. I hate choir. I hate notes being wrong.I hate being thrown a song before they teach us how to read notes. It's like someone handing a japanese 101 student the a text in japanese with out telling them how to read it. So why did I waste so many years on it? I liked the people. For the most part. Even though I felt so small when other people would ignore me because I was too quiet or too loud or too close to the median. I hate the teachers little pets who try to sing the super high note in rent or christine's part in Phantom and think they can because they are sopranos. I was a soprano and I couldn't do it. Most people can't. Move on.
Clamp is on crack. but the good kind. That is high quality crack right there.
I am so excited for the con. I get to live in a hotel room for 4 days with my best friends. TOTALLY MADE OF AWESOME.
I have been in a "vent everything I have been upset about and haven't done anything about because it wouldn't be like me to scream at people when I want to" mode. It's great.
Rufus has a problem. (for the uninformed Rufus is my computer.) He won't play music right. It comes out all stilty and funny. And I don't want my dad poking around on my computer becuse all of my fandom crap that I would get grounded for(downloading music, fanfic, my doujin collection..... um yeah.....I don't think that is a good Idea.
I am currently trying to catch up on 60 years of back canon for Marvel comics. I have gained an extreme interest in them and I want to catch up. even if it takes the rest of my life....which it will...oh dearie me. Marvel is my new love. I bought an Iron man tee shirt. I felt really geeky....it was great.