what i posted in Deviantart
Thanks for the 1,000 hits! It only took...8 months to get that! I might just do a picture for that, which will probably be a picture i was going to post anyway.
Woo Yeah!
Anyway for the past 2, almost 3, weeks. I've been pretty lazy with everything. Fucking sucks because i missed a week of school and i had to make that up also including the school work that i had that week.
It's quite obvious i don't work well under stress. Then again i don't work well without stress, i need to find a happy fucking medium damit.
I will not miss that much school again goddamit. Because you end up missing a lesson in say Math, so when you get back you have no fucking clue what they are talking about because they already did the easy fucking stuff while your gone. Or the damn teacher which you can stand but can't help but hate at the same damn time because she makes you sound like the stupidest person in the goddamn world when you missed a week of school and she fucking espects you to know that you need to look in the "Make-up binder" to get everything.
But yeah, i think i'm a little ok now. I might be hitting a mild bout of depression though. I'm lazier with not doing my homework at times, shorter temper, tired alot, don't sleep much, I feel fucking fat and unattractive and my acne is getting bad again. I don't have good skin to begin with because i'm still a teenager but i used to have it under control at some point.
Colorguard is alright, it doesn't feel as fun as last year, it really doesn't. Sure you got the people to joke around with and the coach is realy effing nice but still. There are just days where i just don't want to fucking see them. I spend at least 17 hours a week in band alone. I see them more than i see my entire family combined, and oh God 2-3 weeks ago i spend a total of 33 hours with them because of the USB game.
I need to get into college, i want to go into college. I just don't know which fucking college i want to go to yet. I wanted to go to an out of town college but the way that things are now there are going to be some drastic changest that are going to happen. I might just end up going to BC or Cal State for two years and then make a stranfer to another college out of town. I'm planning on going to a 4 year university and then Law school. I would like (have to) magor in Business, Law and Finansse. I would like to take art as a major but don't really think i can at this point.
Went to see "Employe of the Month" Today, it's really funny I reconmend watching it!
I want to see Saw 3, I've never seen Saw 1 but i have seen Saw 2 and even though i am not a fan of gore and needles, for some damn reason i really want to watch this.
Hey for my birthday, christmas and just for the hell of it. If you can't find somthing or you just want to be lazy. Give me BORDERS GIFTCARDS!!! at least $10. My dad used to buy me all of my manga and my mom doesn't want to buy the "worthless books" so i have to sneak buy them.
Yeah the "spoiled princess" is going to be without it for a while if i don't make a plan
well i just wanted to say thanks for the 1000 hits! Night
Woo Yeah!
Anyway for the past 2, almost 3, weeks. I've been pretty lazy with everything. Fucking sucks because i missed a week of school and i had to make that up also including the school work that i had that week.
It's quite obvious i don't work well under stress. Then again i don't work well without stress, i need to find a happy fucking medium damit.
I will not miss that much school again goddamit. Because you end up missing a lesson in say Math, so when you get back you have no fucking clue what they are talking about because they already did the easy fucking stuff while your gone. Or the damn teacher which you can stand but can't help but hate at the same damn time because she makes you sound like the stupidest person in the goddamn world when you missed a week of school and she fucking espects you to know that you need to look in the "Make-up binder" to get everything.
But yeah, i think i'm a little ok now. I might be hitting a mild bout of depression though. I'm lazier with not doing my homework at times, shorter temper, tired alot, don't sleep much, I feel fucking fat and unattractive and my acne is getting bad again. I don't have good skin to begin with because i'm still a teenager but i used to have it under control at some point.
Colorguard is alright, it doesn't feel as fun as last year, it really doesn't. Sure you got the people to joke around with and the coach is realy effing nice but still. There are just days where i just don't want to fucking see them. I spend at least 17 hours a week in band alone. I see them more than i see my entire family combined, and oh God 2-3 weeks ago i spend a total of 33 hours with them because of the USB game.
I need to get into college, i want to go into college. I just don't know which fucking college i want to go to yet. I wanted to go to an out of town college but the way that things are now there are going to be some drastic changest that are going to happen. I might just end up going to BC or Cal State for two years and then make a stranfer to another college out of town. I'm planning on going to a 4 year university and then Law school. I would like (have to) magor in Business, Law and Finansse. I would like to take art as a major but don't really think i can at this point.
Went to see "Employe of the Month" Today, it's really funny I reconmend watching it!
I want to see Saw 3, I've never seen Saw 1 but i have seen Saw 2 and even though i am not a fan of gore and needles, for some damn reason i really want to watch this.
Hey for my birthday, christmas and just for the hell of it. If you can't find somthing or you just want to be lazy. Give me BORDERS GIFTCARDS!!! at least $10. My dad used to buy me all of my manga and my mom doesn't want to buy the "worthless books" so i have to sneak buy them.
Yeah the "spoiled princess" is going to be without it for a while if i don't make a plan
well i just wanted to say thanks for the 1000 hits! Night