Jun 04, 2009 23:45
I think I`m just way too nice. I just know that I'm the kind of person who is eager to please, and my major concern is everyone ELSE, and I place myself last. Perhaps that's why people can be such asses to me when they see I have SUCH a good temper.
Long story short, stupid fat asian guy with glasses and is a social handicap? He liked me. Confessed to me over msn. Which is like totally fine, it's chill. Even though I rejected him nicely and we agreed to be friends though, he seems to not get the point that I don't like him. FUCK. So then comes the drama. Few days after he confesses over msn we talk, like a few words per day, and it was probably awkward for him. After that he just completely ignored me, so I'm like fine whatever, give him time.
But then I realized he was just being as ASS. HOLE.
He is SO socially handicapped, it is helpless. Whenever I'm being happy with some other male friends, I can just FEEL those "hate vibes", except they're directed at me?! I've done my observing. He gives me the middle finger when he THINKS I'm not looking, and he does it like a million times per 1 1/2 hour class-- what is he, like RETARDED or something?! And then he insults me indirectly, like when my other friend threatened (playfully, I might add) to pick me up and throw me out the window, this guy just cuts in out of nowhere and says, "Do it! Save us the trouble!" and I'm just thinking: FUCK, is this any of your business? GO TO HELL, if you want to insult me, don't be a wimp and do it to my FACE.
He isn't even cute at all. His personality does NOT impress me, at ALL, and I want to tell him: It's because you have such a disgusting and disrespectful attitude that I'm GLAD I rejected you.
He will NOT go far in life, I'm telling you that. Disgusting. Absolutely DISGUSTING.
.... I'm done. I love the rest of you and everyone that encouraged me, including Ann, Logan, Diana, Dad, and Shuichi. I give you guys eternal love!
retards,
retardedness,
ranting,
anger