Wink Up 2012/05
Something on your mind that can't be helped about My future. I'm kind of the type who gets caught up in thinking about it, and as soon as I start with it, there's no end. When I was younger, there was a time where I always thought about all kinds of things and became naive. But since I believe that "when you overthink things you cannot live for yourself", I'm now conscious to "be optimistic without thinking too much about things". For human beings, balance is very important!
Silent cell phone Yesterday I had two work-related phone-calls and 20 mails. Well, but the mails were only short one-liners, with a friend. Normally I don't mail that much, but yesterday I wrote a lot~ I do exchange phone calls and mails with my family too, but not to that extent. The other day was the Coming of Age ceremony of my younger sister and I was sent a picture of it. But sending picture attachments is something I myself rarely do. Probably only those for the j-web serial?
Quickening Heart Beat During concerts, I also notice it in the audience, but it's somehow when in the streets that my heart beats faster. Like when I catch sight of girls with fresh fashion and hair styles, where you sense the season in the airy fabric! Since I don't like revealing clothes, I'd like them to put something over sleeveless clothes even if it's summer. Revealing stuff isn't sexy to me, actually it's the opposite and a turn-off. I'd like girls to be a bit shy.
Hugging you even against your will Eeh!? That's difficult. To begin with, I don't like any forcible actions! But on the assumption that the other person likes me… wouldn't being somewhere with just the two of us be good? I couldn't do something like that in a place where others might see, as public common sense. Though I always hug my dogs (laughs). Maybe if I was a bit frightened on the first meeting but then slowly grew into a close relationship… if it was a girl? Hmm.. I'll go with the flow of the moment (laughs). But I couldn't or wouldn't want to do it if I'm not convinced.
Words I'm sending you To Kame: This time, take me out for sushi. To Taguchi: I downloaded the game you said is interesting this morning. I'll bring it with me the next time. To Koki: See you at the radio show (laughs). I'm looking forward to how the mood'll be. To Ueda: Your short hair looks good now. I like it whether it's long or short.
Recently Luckily, I safely made it to the next semester. I also finished shooting the drama and now that it's spring vacation in school, it's the time of the year where I can take things slowly. Speaking of things I want to do in my private time, I'd like to go see a movie. Since I like movies and the environment is completely different from home, if possible I go to the movie theatre. What I'd like to see now is "War Horse" and the new "Liar Game" movie with Kaname (Jun)-san and Funakoshi (Eiichiro)-san. Ah, and I'd like to go on a hanami. I'll fully enjoy the last spring vacation of my student life.