never was!!
I was never mad at justin...just said that i wasn't talkin to him...no this pisses me off...
Paige obviously cant make up her mind about shit...and i dont know where justin got that i hated him...because i dont...i just dont wanna talk to him...why you ask? why? because he doesn't talk to me! i have nothing to say to him! anymore...
Technically, thats a lie and technically not. OK heres the thing, i have soooo many things i wanna talk to justin about...like we would before...but now i dont know if i can trust him...i dont know if i ever could? he was someone who was my friend...at least thats how i saw him...he probably thought i was jsut some pathetic annoying brat who came along on most of paige and his trips. Well...now im really not talkin to them anymore...because now that justing doesnt want to talk about it...i mena FUCK! there was nothign to say in the first place! he shouldn't have imed me! he shouldn't have even talked to me! i shouldn't have associated with him! thats why i make stupid mistakes like...well...just know that their stupid...
i want to give up life soo bad...to run away and never return...to get shot or killed in some type of accident...if my dad asks me "well, are you still suicidal?" i'll respond "yes sir, i am" well im done...i ahve to go now...to scream in my pillow or something...
bye
~josie
Paige obviously cant make up her mind about shit...and i dont know where justin got that i hated him...because i dont...i just dont wanna talk to him...why you ask? why? because he doesn't talk to me! i have nothing to say to him! anymore...
Technically, thats a lie and technically not. OK heres the thing, i have soooo many things i wanna talk to justin about...like we would before...but now i dont know if i can trust him...i dont know if i ever could? he was someone who was my friend...at least thats how i saw him...he probably thought i was jsut some pathetic annoying brat who came along on most of paige and his trips. Well...now im really not talkin to them anymore...because now that justing doesnt want to talk about it...i mena FUCK! there was nothign to say in the first place! he shouldn't have imed me! he shouldn't have even talked to me! i shouldn't have associated with him! thats why i make stupid mistakes like...well...just know that their stupid...
i want to give up life soo bad...to run away and never return...to get shot or killed in some type of accident...if my dad asks me "well, are you still suicidal?" i'll respond "yes sir, i am" well im done...i ahve to go now...to scream in my pillow or something...
bye
~josie