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I seriously feel like an emotional void. I have for the past couple days. A switch has simply turned it all off so it can simmer itself off to a temperature I can handle it at. Just a lot to deal with the past couple months. Couple things still remain. I need another job (either a new one entirely or an additional one to what I have - it would be nice to have a raise where I am...), I vacuum my time into a virtual world and I still make lists of what I want to do and don't do them. I tend to flood myself with as much work as possible then forget to do parts of it and let myself down more than anyone else. I take the blame, accept it but keep beating myself up over things instead of just letting go. *contemplates*
It's a little better. I've been working out about every other day or more. I've started listening to music more than I ever have since I've been home. I've actually tuned my guitar and played it enough to cramp my hand and injure myself.
The list is there, but it's being worked on. And for me. For the right reason.
It's a little better. I've been working out about every other day or more. I've started listening to music more than I ever have since I've been home. I've actually tuned my guitar and played it enough to cramp my hand and injure myself.
The list is there, but it's being worked on. And for me. For the right reason.