adios kee-lay
wow.. updating again.. in such a short period of time. you all should feel blessed!
*sigh* yesterday was so bittersweet. i had so much fun with my friends. SO much fun. almost felt like the old days.
last night was kyle's lil going away get together. the original plan was to get LOADS of people there.. from the old fl mall crew, the new waterford crew... like everyone. kinda got scrapped as we thought more and more about it, and thought it would be better for the core people that always used to hang out to be there. we were missing a few... but it was a very good night. louis got in touch with me on saturday, and showed up to surprise them all. it made kyle's day. i know it meant alot to him to see louis there. it was good to see him too. it's been months.
so yeah.. just some of our crew, plus some. megz, chelsea, kyle, louis, laura, and kristen. sucked that jolie is still gone :( and i guess jenna ended up having something else to do. didn't hear back from tabbetha. but it was still a load of fun. good food, good alcohol lol, but mostly good fun, good laughs, good reminiscing. we played cranium. hilarious times. almost like we went back 2 years. talked alot about old memories, old fl mall stories... just spent good quality time together. by the time everyone (well laura left before midnight, and kristen left a lil before everyone else) actually left it was nearly, or possibly after 4am. i think everyone was stalling on having to say goodbye. i thought i was gonna get through it without crying... and i was doing okay. and i watched him and louis say goodbye by his car and i just couldn't help myself. it was a powerful thing to me to see the two of them... after all this time... both kinda choked up about it. so yes, i was totally crying. i'm not ashamed lol. we did a whole lotta group hugs. individual hugs. it was kinda long and drawn out... like i said, no one wanted to let go. but we all did... and he drove away and who knows what the future holds. *sigh* i'm sad.
it was good to have a group of us back together again, after some of the recent drama that's gone on. it felt like things had never changed. that's what i love about these people. we can go through so much shit... not talk for months... but when we get together.. the tension is gone within minutes, and it's back to how we used to. so as much as it was sad, it was a great night. i just have to remember... there are no goodbyes.. only see you laters.
i'm out... have a good week y'all!