Oct 07, 2006 18:39
So, I'm back. We finaly have the net again. Oddly enough I don't have much to say, Dave already told my happiest news because my sister didn't know we wanted to try to tell everybody ourselves. Yes, Lowell and I got married on Sept. 28th. Just something small with only my sister and my parents there. We want to have a nice wedding sometime in the future to invite our friends. And Ryan, if you read this I have known Lowell for years, you know that. Just because we only dated for several months doesn't mean anything. When you really love someone you know it, you really know it. I never felt so much love from anyone. Something you never understood, you are best friends with the one you love and any amount of time apart is too much to both of you. I never feel unloved not for one second, and he and I see each other every day. No, no fights ever, not even after moving to a different state together. My mother told me she could see how much Lowell loves me in his eyes. I can't believe I didn't see it before, I think that he is my soul mate. I know not to many people believe in past lives but he and I have been together before. I don't remember ever being this happy. I trust him more than anyone else. I never felt so at ease with someone, so free. I just can't get over how I didn't see it before. I believe we just had to go through our own shit before we could fully enjoy each other. Sorry, had to. I hate it when certain people try to cheepen true love when they just don't understand it. Anyways, don't know who still reads this but hit me up whoever does. /hugs all.