lifes too short to love this fast
so i just got home, its kinda early, but i wasnt in the mood to be out and about. tonight i have just been very contemplative and not very talkative. sometimes i wish i went to a smaller school, but i doubt that would fix my problems. it just seems like everyone here tries to fit in to what they think our bigger picture is. i know this happens
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Was that the guys? I think I saw pictures from it...
..my favorite times of being on campus are my dorms random games like capture the flag at night throughout the whole campus.. stuff like that?
This weekend has been a very comptemplative weekend for a lot of people I've noticed.. me too. Like, every time I get this totally shocked jolt of reality when realizing how much bad stuff actually happens in my dorm (which is the one on campus with a reputation for being the good dorm, too!) I just stop and go "why does this shock me anymore?" but I can't figure it out.. I guess its good that it still can shock me.. but I almost want to be jaded to where it doesn't..
I miss you Ash. and I miss home, and everything that used to happen at home. But maybe the world is just turning too fast, and even if we were home things would still be as bad? because people I talk to there are having close to the same problems we are when away in college.. its kinda sad.. but it seems like the worries we had at a certain time, are being had by people younger and younger.. and I dunno...
I like reading what you type because it fits.
<3
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