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[ystryear]

man this is frustrating. i feel rather alone around here. im surrounded by people who i wish to talk to and connect with, lisa, amy, cam, etc etc but i can either not reestablish a connection, and its pretty much too late noe that High school is about to restart, or they just go to sleep before i get in a talkative mood...usually kind of late. i probably got into that because at yhc i slept next to vivien whom i could just nudge out of sleep or talk to her before we slept. we usually exchanged some kind of conversation before sleep. it was real nice...best way to talk i think. its just to minds prodding each other in the darkness, no face, no listeners...just us. definately a thing to miss.

so we put my dog to sleep today. it was sad. she's had been around since i was like four. not an altogether good day.

I close my eyes
only for a moment and the moment's gone.
All my dreams
pass before my eyes, a curiosity.
Dust in the wind.
All they are is dust in the wind.
Same old song,
just a drop of water in an endless sea.
All we do
crumbles to the ground though we refuse to see.
Dust in the wind.
All we are is dust in the wind.
Oh.
(Now) Don't hang on,
nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky.
It slips away,
and all your money won't another minute buy.
Dust in the wind.
All we are is dust in the wind.
Dust in the wind.
Ev'rything is dust in the wind.