damn...

[ystrdaysfeelins]

I am a dumb ass...

it took me close to 3 months to realize this...

it took the lose of friends, and the one person who really cared about me...

because of this, i am a dissapointment to my mom...

because of this, i cant enjoy my favorite song without crying...

I cant see his face without missing him...

I cant stand the fact that I have hurt him in the worst ways...

The pain will be everlasting...

But I have made promises I must keep...

I will go on...

I will never find a truer love...

I wish only for him to be happy, and to find someone worthy of him...

I was not...

Again... I am a dumb ass...

And I still love him...