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we're actually over. i can't quite believe it yet. i'm doing really well, but i'm struggling so bad on the inside....so if you see me anywhere, please give me a hug. i could use all the hugs/friends/laughter/niceness i can get. i'm not used to being single at all, this is the first time i've been single in almost 3 years lol. as much as i want to say i want so badly to get back together, i know its wrong....and it probably wouldn't work. i mean we broke up for a reason, right? someone inform me of this reason please, because i'm starting to not understand why. i know i'm guilty also...it was a mutual thing...and i had been thinking about taking a break that whole week before we finally ended it...but i wish i still had him. guess i'll be fine. i'll get over this sooner or later, right?
i went to trisha's today with kelsey. i absolutely adore the both of them, they know how to get my mind off of things. they both are so amazing, and i love being with them. kelsey's awesome with her "i'll stab you if you don't tell me!!!" while sitting 3 feet across from me with a knife in her hand, and trisha's so fucking cool for picking out ringtones for my phone ^_-. i admire the both of them sooo much. and i hope they know that =)
i want to say thanks to all of my friends who have been there for me. who have helped me stand as strong as i have these past few days, you guys rock and i love you all to death. i wouldn't be where i am right now if it wasn't for yall....so thankyou.