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it's been a long while since i returned to this page and really felt like i have something to write about. so today, i shall attempt to jot down some thoughts, that have been around for awhile now. i had a very unique trip home to singapore this year. for one, i was taking the time away from Wilson to think things over; mainly on our relationship and whether it was still worth that time investment. as i boarded that plane bound for Sunnyside, i felt like such a contradict. i was glad i was finally going home, just relieved that i had the chance to stop thinking about things for awhile and catch my breath. on the other hand, i knew that i may come home this trip very very single emotionally. and i actually did. on Christmas this year, i became very very single.
Wilson and i have been having many deeply rooted issues that i haven't really wanted to talk about. but you know, when it just gets too much, any small lil thing can make you fly off the handle and well, most prolly into the wok. [more on that later..]
i had also spent a good amount of time hanging out with my ex, who's attached. we weren't emotionally committed and were just having a good time together, hanging out, talking, like friends do. it was good, well, enjoyable since he was still familiar to me. he hasn't been much the same, but well, enough for distant recognition.
being in Sunnyside, made me realise how much i was missing when i was in Melbourne. besides my family and besties who i obviously miss all the time.. i miss my buddy who never fails to cheer me up whenever i start whinging, whenever i'm upset and never gives up the chance to kick me so hard in the arse to make me realise what i'm doing wrong. Sunnyside makes me realise how many true friends show you the real meaning of being real, when being there for you, when actually even just wanting to make the effort to meet up with you, and those who just say it for the sakes of saying it.
will continue when time permits..
i've suddenly lost the inspiration to write..
Wilson and i have been having many deeply rooted issues that i haven't really wanted to talk about. but you know, when it just gets too much, any small lil thing can make you fly off the handle and well, most prolly into the wok. [more on that later..]
i had also spent a good amount of time hanging out with my ex, who's attached. we weren't emotionally committed and were just having a good time together, hanging out, talking, like friends do. it was good, well, enjoyable since he was still familiar to me. he hasn't been much the same, but well, enough for distant recognition.
being in Sunnyside, made me realise how much i was missing when i was in Melbourne. besides my family and besties who i obviously miss all the time.. i miss my buddy who never fails to cheer me up whenever i start whinging, whenever i'm upset and never gives up the chance to kick me so hard in the arse to make me realise what i'm doing wrong. Sunnyside makes me realise how many true friends show you the real meaning of being real, when being there for you, when actually even just wanting to make the effort to meet up with you, and those who just say it for the sakes of saying it.
will continue when time permits..
i've suddenly lost the inspiration to write..