what's been on my mind
have been back for a couple days now, and besides stuffing myself silly in the face, i've been hanging out with both family and friends. i have to make more of an effort in spending time with my parents though. sigh, i haven't even had a proper sit down dinner with both of them YET! this isn't supposed to happen! so anyhows, i've checked out MOS and The Cannery yesterday and don't really understand the hype. it's both an interesting concept. fresh blood, but other than that, well, what can one really expect of a club, if u know what i mean? and today's jeff's birthday, so i went down to our usual haunt; double O! and it's not changed one bit. the flow of songs are still the same and predictable. so very predictable that i got pretty bored. it was more of a chance to chat to people i haven't seen in a year. and as usual, people around me drank themselves silly. but i'm glad i'm sober.
i guess i'm just tired of this scene. been clubbing every week and since coming home, 2 nights in a row. it's losing its fun on me now that mom has given me full authority to do what i want. it's no longer thrilling. hah! sounds silly huh.. yea.. tell me about it.
anyways, i came out straight AS! on both nights. don't enjoy drinking anymore. and i guess since this trip's whole main purpose was to collect my thoughts and rejuvenate and spend time with family before going back to melbourne, i really have to start doing that. clubbing has really no meaning for me. it's too noisy to talk, it's too packed to dance, and it harms my pockets! *lol*
it's just but 8 days to my birthday so it's time to really think what i've achieved in the last year of my life, what i've done, what i've yet to do, and what i've done wrong.
most of my family's in KL spending time with my youngest uncle and family before all of them head home for christmas. i may want to spend a quiet birthday with family since i've always gone out with a bang most years, i should try something different this year. oh wells. i really can't decide as you can see. but other than that, i want to spend time with dad mom and granny. they are all i've got. since my brother's off to Antartica as we speak. he's going there for a research project where he will spend 2 weeks at. i admire his determination, and his will. it is something i hope to achieve. enough of brainless conversations, enough of running away. it's time to wake up and smell the roses, or maybe the dumpster.
with this, i bid everyone good night. cheers!
i guess i'm just tired of this scene. been clubbing every week and since coming home, 2 nights in a row. it's losing its fun on me now that mom has given me full authority to do what i want. it's no longer thrilling. hah! sounds silly huh.. yea.. tell me about it.
anyways, i came out straight AS! on both nights. don't enjoy drinking anymore. and i guess since this trip's whole main purpose was to collect my thoughts and rejuvenate and spend time with family before going back to melbourne, i really have to start doing that. clubbing has really no meaning for me. it's too noisy to talk, it's too packed to dance, and it harms my pockets! *lol*
it's just but 8 days to my birthday so it's time to really think what i've achieved in the last year of my life, what i've done, what i've yet to do, and what i've done wrong.
most of my family's in KL spending time with my youngest uncle and family before all of them head home for christmas. i may want to spend a quiet birthday with family since i've always gone out with a bang most years, i should try something different this year. oh wells. i really can't decide as you can see. but other than that, i want to spend time with dad mom and granny. they are all i've got. since my brother's off to Antartica as we speak. he's going there for a research project where he will spend 2 weeks at. i admire his determination, and his will. it is something i hope to achieve. enough of brainless conversations, enough of running away. it's time to wake up and smell the roses, or maybe the dumpster.
with this, i bid everyone good night. cheers!