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I think I am going to explode. I think I beat the world recored for eating the mostest or whatever.
Prom was okaay. My date was adorable ;)
I met Geldon, four of the teachers [and their dates] and two other of the ASP students at the Olive Garden. Geldon brought me a corssage! It was so sweet, it matched his booteneer [sp?] which he was really proud of! All through dinner he kept wanting to put his coat back on 'cause it had his flower on it, and he kept kissing my wrist--what a flirt! I ordered the small portion of chicken fettichi alfredo-- I promised myself I wouldn't let food ruin my night. It's one night right? I can do it. Well, Nina [a teacher] ordered the regular size portion. Our meals came and she was in the bathroom and I completly forgot that I ordered the small portion, and I didn't know Nina ordered the same thing as me, so the waitress brought out the chicken fettichni so I started to eat it, then I realised there was the same thing except WAY smaller portion, where Nina was sitting, I was eating HERS! I felt reaallly bad and she kept saying not to worry about it and I worry too much. :\ she ate it and said it was perfect for her because she was full. It would've been perfect for ME but no I ended up having twice as much, well I didn't eat it all. Anyways...after dinner...I was really bloated. I'm not exaggerating. I could hardly breathe in my dress and my stomach was sticking out. I yawned and the back broke :\ well it was already broken, it was held with a saftey pin because it was too big [the top area. Me=no boobs] so Nina re-pinned it.
After dinner, we all got in a Limo, it was so sweet, Matt kept playing with the windows the whole time, they all were having so much fun, especially Geldon! We had to stop by his house, his mother wanted to take pictures of us but we didn't have time because dinner took almost three hours! So she just came in the limo and gave him his medicine :)
When we arrived at Prom Geldon was SO excited he kept jumping up and down, it was great but we were afraid he would have a seizure, he gets those if he gets too excited, so Nina had to stay around us to make sure he didn't get one [he didn't!] we got out pictures taken together though, he kept kissing my arm, he is such a flirt. He also wandered around and hugged other girls, I told him he needed to stop making me jealous :P
Around 11 they all left because they were tired, so I went to find my sister and my friends to hang out with them for the remainder of the Prom. I was sort of glad that Geldon had to leave early, I mean he was a great date, but I felt like I was babysitting him the whole time rather than dancing with him :\ it was fun all the same though.
After Prom we [my sister, Shanley, Greg, Austin, Andy, and I] went to my house so I could change, then Shanleys so she could get her clothes, then Austin so he could get his car and pick up other people, then Gregs so he could get changed. Shanley went with him so he could help her get out of her prom dress :\ they took 15 minutes. We think they were doing more then getting undressed/dressed. After they came out, we drove around forever looking for after prom, then when we finally found it, we waited a bit to get in.
After Prom wasn't too bad, I just randomly dropped all my tickets in these boxes for drawings [my friend won a car!] I don't think I won anything though. There was a LOT of food there. Like boxes of pizza, DOUGHNUTS, cookies, bagels, fruit, etc. I had 3 doughnut holes, and my sister and I split an eclair, I didn't even eat that half, it was too sweet! But once I started eating I could feel a binge coming on. I just WANTED to be around the food, to look at it, to smell it, to eat it though I don't think I could, I was so full! I sat with my other friends though, had half another doughnut and some chex mix. Then I felt like I was going to puke, so I went upstairs. After Prom ended with our friend losing one of her earrings, so we stayed after everyone left looking for it. One of the ladies that helped out there was telling her friend that "A girl lost an earring, I don't know why she is even trying to find it she never will" I felt like turning to her and saying "excuse me, have you seen an earring?" but I didn't.
When we came home, my dad [he is so sweet] set out breakfast for us. Our plan was to watch a dvd or two then all make breakfast and go up the mountain to watch the sunrise. Well, he set up a table and decorated it all nice with plates and cups in place, a cutting board with a bagel cutter and knives on it, a cooler with orange juice, starbucks, V8 juice, bacon in it, then set out on the table was butter, peanut butter, TWO loaves of this kind of bread I've been drooling over for weeks but never let my dad buy, bagels, COOKIES [oatmeal rasin, white chocolate macadamian nut, and chocolate chip], chocolates, and worst of all, cinnamon rolls with cream cheese icing-- 550 calories and 21 grams of fat EACH. I went to bed, no sunrise for me. I have to work at 5 tonight anyways, I didn't want to have only a few hours of sleep. So I opened up the rest of these shortbread butter biscuits I like and fed them to everyone, then went to bed.
I woke up weighing 118.5. I gained 1.5 of pounds, and some of that might be from the 2 liters of water I drank before bed. I can't believe it. I ate so much crap! Well I totally ruined it and am sure I will wake up in the 130's tomorrow, because, I woke up at 1 pm and had about three cinnamon rolls, half a bagel with peanut butter, half a piece of that good bread with peanut butter, a few cookies, some chicken egg fried rice, and so much more I can't think of. I chewed/spit and threw away a lot of that stuff, but I still ate some too. I threw a cinnamon roll down the toilet and the toilet clogged, that was kind of funny. Anyways. It's now 2:49 pm and I have to go to work soon, I feel really sick. Really full. But I'm not going to eat the rest of the day, and this week I am going to be strict. It's crappy how a fun day like prom can make you feel so bad about yourself. But I tried, I just shouldn't of had so much.
My mother and my nephew Jordan are stopping by my work around 5:30-6 and she is going to order him a Kids meal, just so I can see him. I had a dream that he died last night, it was just horrible, I think I was half awake crying this morning.
I would write more but the battery on my lap top is dying. I get to work with Heidi tonight :) I can't wait, I hope her first day [yesterday] wasn't too bad! I know my first day was.
Prom was okaay. My date was adorable ;)
I met Geldon, four of the teachers [and their dates] and two other of the ASP students at the Olive Garden. Geldon brought me a corssage! It was so sweet, it matched his booteneer [sp?] which he was really proud of! All through dinner he kept wanting to put his coat back on 'cause it had his flower on it, and he kept kissing my wrist--what a flirt! I ordered the small portion of chicken fettichi alfredo-- I promised myself I wouldn't let food ruin my night. It's one night right? I can do it. Well, Nina [a teacher] ordered the regular size portion. Our meals came and she was in the bathroom and I completly forgot that I ordered the small portion, and I didn't know Nina ordered the same thing as me, so the waitress brought out the chicken fettichni so I started to eat it, then I realised there was the same thing except WAY smaller portion, where Nina was sitting, I was eating HERS! I felt reaallly bad and she kept saying not to worry about it and I worry too much. :\ she ate it and said it was perfect for her because she was full. It would've been perfect for ME but no I ended up having twice as much, well I didn't eat it all. Anyways...after dinner...I was really bloated. I'm not exaggerating. I could hardly breathe in my dress and my stomach was sticking out. I yawned and the back broke :\ well it was already broken, it was held with a saftey pin because it was too big [the top area. Me=no boobs] so Nina re-pinned it.
After dinner, we all got in a Limo, it was so sweet, Matt kept playing with the windows the whole time, they all were having so much fun, especially Geldon! We had to stop by his house, his mother wanted to take pictures of us but we didn't have time because dinner took almost three hours! So she just came in the limo and gave him his medicine :)
When we arrived at Prom Geldon was SO excited he kept jumping up and down, it was great but we were afraid he would have a seizure, he gets those if he gets too excited, so Nina had to stay around us to make sure he didn't get one [he didn't!] we got out pictures taken together though, he kept kissing my arm, he is such a flirt. He also wandered around and hugged other girls, I told him he needed to stop making me jealous :P
Around 11 they all left because they were tired, so I went to find my sister and my friends to hang out with them for the remainder of the Prom. I was sort of glad that Geldon had to leave early, I mean he was a great date, but I felt like I was babysitting him the whole time rather than dancing with him :\ it was fun all the same though.
After Prom we [my sister, Shanley, Greg, Austin, Andy, and I] went to my house so I could change, then Shanleys so she could get her clothes, then Austin so he could get his car and pick up other people, then Gregs so he could get changed. Shanley went with him so he could help her get out of her prom dress :\ they took 15 minutes. We think they were doing more then getting undressed/dressed. After they came out, we drove around forever looking for after prom, then when we finally found it, we waited a bit to get in.
After Prom wasn't too bad, I just randomly dropped all my tickets in these boxes for drawings [my friend won a car!] I don't think I won anything though. There was a LOT of food there. Like boxes of pizza, DOUGHNUTS, cookies, bagels, fruit, etc. I had 3 doughnut holes, and my sister and I split an eclair, I didn't even eat that half, it was too sweet! But once I started eating I could feel a binge coming on. I just WANTED to be around the food, to look at it, to smell it, to eat it though I don't think I could, I was so full! I sat with my other friends though, had half another doughnut and some chex mix. Then I felt like I was going to puke, so I went upstairs. After Prom ended with our friend losing one of her earrings, so we stayed after everyone left looking for it. One of the ladies that helped out there was telling her friend that "A girl lost an earring, I don't know why she is even trying to find it she never will" I felt like turning to her and saying "excuse me, have you seen an earring?" but I didn't.
When we came home, my dad [he is so sweet] set out breakfast for us. Our plan was to watch a dvd or two then all make breakfast and go up the mountain to watch the sunrise. Well, he set up a table and decorated it all nice with plates and cups in place, a cutting board with a bagel cutter and knives on it, a cooler with orange juice, starbucks, V8 juice, bacon in it, then set out on the table was butter, peanut butter, TWO loaves of this kind of bread I've been drooling over for weeks but never let my dad buy, bagels, COOKIES [oatmeal rasin, white chocolate macadamian nut, and chocolate chip], chocolates, and worst of all, cinnamon rolls with cream cheese icing-- 550 calories and 21 grams of fat EACH. I went to bed, no sunrise for me. I have to work at 5 tonight anyways, I didn't want to have only a few hours of sleep. So I opened up the rest of these shortbread butter biscuits I like and fed them to everyone, then went to bed.
I woke up weighing 118.5. I gained 1.5 of pounds, and some of that might be from the 2 liters of water I drank before bed. I can't believe it. I ate so much crap! Well I totally ruined it and am sure I will wake up in the 130's tomorrow, because, I woke up at 1 pm and had about three cinnamon rolls, half a bagel with peanut butter, half a piece of that good bread with peanut butter, a few cookies, some chicken egg fried rice, and so much more I can't think of. I chewed/spit and threw away a lot of that stuff, but I still ate some too. I threw a cinnamon roll down the toilet and the toilet clogged, that was kind of funny. Anyways. It's now 2:49 pm and I have to go to work soon, I feel really sick. Really full. But I'm not going to eat the rest of the day, and this week I am going to be strict. It's crappy how a fun day like prom can make you feel so bad about yourself. But I tried, I just shouldn't of had so much.
My mother and my nephew Jordan are stopping by my work around 5:30-6 and she is going to order him a Kids meal, just so I can see him. I had a dream that he died last night, it was just horrible, I think I was half awake crying this morning.
I would write more but the battery on my lap top is dying. I get to work with Heidi tonight :) I can't wait, I hope her first day [yesterday] wasn't too bad! I know my first day was.