I'm taking advice from a good friend..
...and writing down my thoughts.
I made the decision to move and i'm very close to being comfortable with it. My gut is telling me to go and i'm following it. Though there's still a tiny part that's telling me to stay put and stay stagnant. 'THE CHANGE WILL KILL YOU.' so melodramatic...Use common sense..change is usually good and it is necessary. I'm thankful for the friends i have. I wouldn't be doing this without them. Alison and April: my adoptive mothers pushing me out of the nest. 23 and i still need pushing. [ Self-deprecation doesn't go anywhere, i'm getting that now. ] The cold, the change, the distance it will all kill me. Why do i think like that? I truly didn't realize how negative i am till recently. Someone once told me i use the words 'i can't' a lot. I didn't believe him at the time..i do now. That needs to change.
2 parts Doubt
1 part Fear
& a dash of Bitters
2 parts Self-Confidence
1 part Passion
& Sweet Vermouth to taste
Things make more sense in alcohol form.
I made the decision to move and i'm very close to being comfortable with it. My gut is telling me to go and i'm following it. Though there's still a tiny part that's telling me to stay put and stay stagnant. 'THE CHANGE WILL KILL YOU.' so melodramatic...Use common sense..change is usually good and it is necessary. I'm thankful for the friends i have. I wouldn't be doing this without them. Alison and April: my adoptive mothers pushing me out of the nest. 23 and i still need pushing. [ Self-deprecation doesn't go anywhere, i'm getting that now. ] The cold, the change, the distance it will all kill me. Why do i think like that? I truly didn't realize how negative i am till recently. Someone once told me i use the words 'i can't' a lot. I didn't believe him at the time..i do now. That needs to change.
2 parts Doubt
1 part Fear
& a dash of Bitters
2 parts Self-Confidence
1 part Passion
& Sweet Vermouth to taste
Things make more sense in alcohol form.