a recap
FRIDAY
cleaned the house.
got pretty.
hung out with Josh.
hugged Erin.
rode in the rented PT Cruiser to P St. G.
Saw people I knew.
Got anxious.
Drank.
Smoked a cigarette.
Drove to Eclipse.
Didn't go in.
Walked 3 blocks without a coat to Blarney.
Erin became a celebrity.
Everything was free.
Ash came.
My Mom's cousin was playing the accordian.
Got sad.
Drank three.
Rode in a limo back to P St. G.
Smoked a Romanian cigar.
Told boys I was married.
Danced like a white girl.
Got yelled at.
Hugged it out.
SATURDAY
Went back on meds.
Went shopping to dig out of feeling blue.
Had a fabulous dinner. Laughed a lot. Felt pretty. Got full.
Had drinks with bunny @ Fricker's downtown.
Chad came
Went to Homeslice's new bar.
Erin and Josh came.
Went to Mutz.
Attempted to play pool.
Saw my best friend from 3rd grade.
Drank too much.
Took terrible pictures.
Got yelled at.
Smoked a cigarette.
CAlled Eve.
Attempted to sing.
Cried at the bar ( Yea what the fucK) and made a fool of myself.
Won at pool.
Played match maker.
Danced to no music.
Danced to Erin's IPOD.
Crowned the drunkest girl in the bar.
Wished that everytime I went to the bar, I would be able to have just one drink and be okay and not sad or mad or angry or anxious.
Realized I am a mess.
Time for work.