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God dammit, I feel like I'm rotting away. I'm always fucking tired and lethargic now, after work most of the time I just feel like coming home (doesn't help that I have a good 20-40 minute drive and a lot of expensive gas ahead of me if I want to go out) and lounging around. I think I still have a lot of issues about what happened with the band...I need to create music again before I start to wither away and die! I'm planning on buying a MacBook Pro (fucking expensive) then loading it up with Reason/ProTools/all sorts of awesome sequencing programs so I can have a portable studio to take with me anywhere I go and create whatever the fuck I hear in my head whenever I fucking want to. Too bad all that's gonna cost me upwards of $5,000.
This is taking too long...
This is taking too long...