we don't get out very much, we don't get out very much.
my daddy is home!
yayyyy :)
its so good that he is here.
everything feels so much better,
everthing feels so much easier.
the house was a cold, empty place it seemed while he was away.
things feel right.
things feel normal again.
having my dad home just makes everything feel so much better.
i feel so relieved that he's here,
i feel like i don't have to be so worried, and stressed all of the time,
and like i don't have to take care of everything.
it's nice that i have someone at home to rely on again.
the only sad part about today,
is that my mom is still very angy at my dad for leaving.
the saddest part was that, well,
tonight we had pizza for dinner.
my mom went to get another piece,
and my dad gave her a hug.
my mom stood there and just said "i just wanted another piece of pizza,"
and my dad replied, still hugging her, "i just wanted a hug."
and only then did she start to hug him.
she's so angry at my dad for leaving us, for things being so hard,
but we were all supportive when my dad told us he wanted to get a job in hawaii.
we were all supportive.
she can't blame my dad for everthing that has happened since he's been away.
none of us could have predicted that my mom would become so sick,
none of us could have predicted that things got so hard.
none of us.
she just needs to let go a little bit.
my winter break is three weeks long, rather then two.
i'm pretty excited about it.
january 4th-11th i'm going to hawaii.
i'm going to see family, visit the university, and clear my head.
the university of hawaii seems like its a much better option after talking to my dad today.
i like the idea of staying here in iowa
but it's not as if i'm choosing the university of iowa because i want to go there,
its more like i don't really care,
and looking for a college is overwhelming.
hawaii is actually a better option,
i can get all of the courses completed that i want,
and its actually cheaper,
in state tuition ignored.
today was such a lovely day,
i hope everyone had a nice day, i really do.
mmm
my dad also got my mom a beautiful silver bracelet for christmas.
it's really sweet, it has a message on it, written in hawaiian,
"Distance is ingored by love."
yayyyy :)
its so good that he is here.
everything feels so much better,
everthing feels so much easier.
the house was a cold, empty place it seemed while he was away.
things feel right.
things feel normal again.
having my dad home just makes everything feel so much better.
i feel so relieved that he's here,
i feel like i don't have to be so worried, and stressed all of the time,
and like i don't have to take care of everything.
it's nice that i have someone at home to rely on again.
the only sad part about today,
is that my mom is still very angy at my dad for leaving.
the saddest part was that, well,
tonight we had pizza for dinner.
my mom went to get another piece,
and my dad gave her a hug.
my mom stood there and just said "i just wanted another piece of pizza,"
and my dad replied, still hugging her, "i just wanted a hug."
and only then did she start to hug him.
she's so angry at my dad for leaving us, for things being so hard,
but we were all supportive when my dad told us he wanted to get a job in hawaii.
we were all supportive.
she can't blame my dad for everthing that has happened since he's been away.
none of us could have predicted that my mom would become so sick,
none of us could have predicted that things got so hard.
none of us.
she just needs to let go a little bit.
my winter break is three weeks long, rather then two.
i'm pretty excited about it.
january 4th-11th i'm going to hawaii.
i'm going to see family, visit the university, and clear my head.
the university of hawaii seems like its a much better option after talking to my dad today.
i like the idea of staying here in iowa
but it's not as if i'm choosing the university of iowa because i want to go there,
its more like i don't really care,
and looking for a college is overwhelming.
hawaii is actually a better option,
i can get all of the courses completed that i want,
and its actually cheaper,
in state tuition ignored.
today was such a lovely day,
i hope everyone had a nice day, i really do.
mmm
my dad also got my mom a beautiful silver bracelet for christmas.
it's really sweet, it has a message on it, written in hawaiian,
"Distance is ingored by love."