Dec 02, 2004 09:53
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
Yeah. Yesterday kinna sucked the big ones pretty bad. Eh. I had tons of homework. Arg. Whatever, today is a new day. Today actually started off good...I got up and Katie called and asked me what I wanted from Starbucks so yeah =). That was a nice surprise. Then, Samantha, Katie and I had an incredibly funny conversation about, well, I shouldn't say lol. But it was cool, and I feel like a loser now =D. It's Christmas time, and that's just awesome. I love Christmas. I think my brother and I might drive up to see my mom on Christmas day. I hope so, that would make my Christmas so much better, even though I'm going through that stage where I miss her terribly and get so angry and it just bothers me a lot. I'm trying to hold it in though, so I'm trying not to complain to yall =\. Arg I don't want to get myself all worked up, but just, rawr. I hate her, but then I love her. I'm glad she's gone, but then I need her terribly. I miss her more than anything. Why is it that when she comes down or something, we have such a nice time and it's just great between us...but as soon as she leaves and I don't hear from her for months...I get so upset. I know i need to call her, but hey. She's the adult...not me. It's not my responsibility to try and convince my kids that I love them. My dad and I have been fighting a lot and he's just too damn hard on me. My brother even said he was never this hard or protective over my brother, so I'm hoping my dad will listen to him when my brother talks to him. If I had my mom, or a mom, he wouldn't be that hard on me and I prolly wouldn't get in trouble for the little things that he yells at me for.
Sorry...I've held all of my feelings in for the past like month or maybe longer...and I really need to get them out...but I'm not going to bore anyone with my life. Sorrys. Tonight I get to spend the night at Zoe's =). It's awesome cuz we'll have the house to ourselves untill about 2 or so. Anyone want to do something this weekend? I need to spend time with some friends. Lately I haven't been spending much time with friends, and it really sucks. But yeah someone call me if they would like to do somethin.
I have so much more to say but I really should stop, I'm such a loser lol. Sorry for rambling on about my *speaks with sarcasm* exciting life! Hah. See you kids later.
-Taylor