Do you care if I don't know what to say?

[yr_beauty]

Lately I've been just feeling like serious crap. I'm always tired. Of many things. Not getting sleep. People being bitches. School. Stupid shit. I've realized I can be very touchy with things. I always have a conscious. I am always thinking "what if" about everything. I can never think straight and set myself on either the black or white, its always gray ... always in between. Sometimes it can be nice to see something that upsets you so much, piled with every other shitty thing going on ....and have an effect on you where you just cry. And cry and cry and cry. Although it sucks so bad ... just .. let everything out. I'm confused on anything anymore. I never know what to do, how to act, or most of all what to think. Teachers are pissing me off more than ever, faking smiles, Jackie bitching at me for being late which itsn't my fault ........... I'm not even taking forever! Gosssssh. I want to be relaxed, carefree, skinny, healthy ... with every chick-flick at my side.

Midterms are already next week. Everything is an A+ besides 2 classes. C and D. ....already.