friend appreciation post
foreword: title says it all. 8) so this is going to be really long and I have no idea how to start entries like this so please bear with my lame intro.
I've been in this fandom for 2 years already and when I first got to know who's Jaejoong and who's Yunho and what's Jaeho, I was just an unknown lurker around winglin and LJ (and I didn't have LJ then) and I never really planned on writing or making friends with people online.
I created my first LJ account about a year ago, it was a different one from this and I deleted it anyway, that time, the only person I knew and talked with was jaetaime . when I transferred to this account I started to make more friends, starting from moon1084 and blueplue_hotaru , they commented constantly on my works even when it was nothing but lame compared to theirs. I still stayed behind the confines of my username though, refusing to let anyone know my real name, believing that none of this will get too personal or that I'm just going to be just another author in a huge community and that no one would really bother to know me personally.
then came yulebaifenbai90, to those who know how I am with her I guess I don't need to explain about our friendship. as everyone might've guessed, yes, she's the first person to be tooooo nice to me and to take the initiative to know me, she even forced convinced me to make my own msn account and I guess that's how I softened up to her and then I started accepting more online people into my personal life. Until now she's been one of the pillars of the yozora_yume you all know. She's my soulmate and my best friend and my refuge and I sound so cheesy and clingy right now and she'll probably laugh at me when she sees this but whatever q: let her laugh at me for once okay.
So a few months later, I met noir_sakura20 , one of the few persons to show so much concern and kindness, and though I bully her a lot, her presence always made me feel secured, like whatever I do I'd always have someone backing me up. She's one of a kind, though she's gullible and all that, it actually makes her more adorbs, sometimes I think she's around pikasu 's age. And going from her to pikasu , the aegi/oppar of my life. I met her in the midst of my pursue to learn photoshop! rofl. no really, she's a great friend, reliable and adorable. She's just too busy with studying that sometimes I just want to shove blueberry oreos in her throat to get her to relax. Speaking of relaxation, my moo, jaetime is also in dire need of one. She's been spending her past few months away from LJ but I guess most people know her as the nice, down to earth writer who's always so unsure of how beautiful her fics are. She needs constant reassurances but I know she's aware of how much she's appreciated, you read that moo? we all love you<3
Then enters yukimiya87 the first Filipino writer/LJ user I got to know (not really, maybe the first one I got to be close with) and as much as I want to meet her irl, things always get in the way. q: ah and I'm really thankful I got to know her, because through her, I learned the basics of trolling and the joy of gossiping! rofl oh and not to forget I always manage to forget she's a lot older than me. yuki_3 , the aunt I haven't talked to in a long time, played a big role in building my self confidence. She's been there when I need someone to talk to, someone to tell my problems and worries and someone to tell me that everything's going to be okay. I hope I get to talk to her soon and I really, really miss her ;;yuki_3 and before I converted noir_sakura20 and yukimiya87 into yoomin shippers). She's been very nice, writing for people, initiating conversations and all those. She may sometime appear too shy because of her 'silence', she's actually a great person when you start talking to her on msn. Then a month ago (I think) I made a new friend, the talkative, bubbly and cute maxism12 . I'm not able to talk to her much lately because of my hectic schedule at school but she knows how much she's helped me with things and she's just osom as she is, really. 8)
I'd admit that there came a point in my life when I thought of leaving the fandom for good (but obviously I didn't) and that time, I decided that I'd keep these people in my life, should there be Yunjae/DBSK or none, because I came to realize that they had become more important than the fandom itself. I'm really lucky to have met them and I'm thanking YunJae for giving me these amazing people 8DDDD
I've been in this fandom for 2 years already and when I first got to know who's Jaejoong and who's Yunho and what's Jaeho, I was just an unknown lurker around winglin and LJ (and I didn't have LJ then) and I never really planned on writing or making friends with people online.
I created my first LJ account about a year ago, it was a different one from this and I deleted it anyway, that time, the only person I knew and talked with was jaetaime . when I transferred to this account I started to make more friends, starting from moon1084 and blueplue_hotaru , they commented constantly on my works even when it was nothing but lame compared to theirs. I still stayed behind the confines of my username though, refusing to let anyone know my real name, believing that none of this will get too personal or that I'm just going to be just another author in a huge community and that no one would really bother to know me personally.
then came yulebaifenbai90, to those who know how I am with her I guess I don't need to explain about our friendship. as everyone might've guessed, yes, she's the first person to be tooooo nice to me and to take the initiative to know me, she even forced convinced me to make my own msn account and I guess that's how I softened up to her and then I started accepting more online people into my personal life. Until now she's been one of the pillars of the yozora_yume you all know. She's my soulmate and my best friend and my refuge and I sound so cheesy and clingy right now and she'll probably laugh at me when she sees this but whatever q: let her laugh at me for once okay.
So a few months later, I met noir_sakura20 , one of the few persons to show so much concern and kindness, and though I bully her a lot, her presence always made me feel secured, like whatever I do I'd always have someone backing me up. She's one of a kind, though she's gullible and all that, it actually makes her more adorbs, sometimes I think she's around pikasu 's age. And going from her to pikasu , the aegi/oppar of my life. I met her in the midst of my pursue to learn photoshop! rofl. no really, she's a great friend, reliable and adorable. She's just too busy with studying that sometimes I just want to shove blueberry oreos in her throat to get her to relax. Speaking of relaxation, my moo, jaetime is also in dire need of one. She's been spending her past few months away from LJ but I guess most people know her as the nice, down to earth writer who's always so unsure of how beautiful her fics are. She needs constant reassurances but I know she's aware of how much she's appreciated, you read that moo? we all love you<3
Then enters yukimiya87 the first Filipino writer/LJ user I got to know (not really, maybe the first one I got to be close with) and as much as I want to meet her irl, things always get in the way. q: ah and I'm really thankful I got to know her, because through her, I learned the basics of trolling and the joy of gossiping! rofl oh and not to forget I always manage to forget she's a lot older than me. yuki_3 , the aunt I haven't talked to in a long time, played a big role in building my self confidence. She's been there when I need someone to talk to, someone to tell my problems and worries and someone to tell me that everything's going to be okay. I hope I get to talk to her soon and I really, really miss her ;;yuki_3 and before I converted noir_sakura20 and yukimiya87 into yoomin shippers). She's been very nice, writing for people, initiating conversations and all those. She may sometime appear too shy because of her 'silence', she's actually a great person when you start talking to her on msn. Then a month ago (I think) I made a new friend, the talkative, bubbly and cute maxism12 . I'm not able to talk to her much lately because of my hectic schedule at school but she knows how much she's helped me with things and she's just osom as she is, really. 8)
I'd admit that there came a point in my life when I thought of leaving the fandom for good (but obviously I didn't) and that time, I decided that I'd keep these people in my life, should there be Yunjae/DBSK or none, because I came to realize that they had become more important than the fandom itself. I'm really lucky to have met them and I'm thanking YunJae for giving me these amazing people 8DDDD