Nov 08, 2010 18:00
Title: I Don’t Really Care
Pairing: Tae/Jessica
another oneshot :)
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It’s been 2 weeks since Tae asked Jessica out in front of the SNSD rehearsal studio with all 9 girls watching them. Jessica would recall what she was feeling on that very moment - happiness. She didn’t know if she would start laughing like a complete maniac, cry in disbelief or just stay frozen on the 5 words that escaped his lips.
I love you, Jessica Jung.
Little did she know, Jessica started to smile by herself as she was picturing that scene 2 weeks ago. “You’re not sick aren’t you?”, Tae spoke for the first time placing a hand on his girlfriend’s forehead. “Very funny oppa”, she stuck her tongue out at him and linked her arm with his before walking to the park where they usually go every Friday. Tae still couldn’t help but chuckle at Jessica calling him ‘oppa’; she is older than him for a year after all. The couple came to an agreement that even if Jessica is older than him, she still would call him oppa since it is what most couples do.
“Hey, isn’t that Jessica with her new so called boyfriend?”, some random stranger whispered to her friend’s ear when she saw the couple walk pass them. Though the stranger tried her best not to be heard, it still was loud enough for Jessica to hear. “I heard she’s older than him, but she calls him oppa. What woman would date someone younger than them?” the other girl snorted while watching the couple that came to a stop at a nearby bench. “Apparently Jessica Jung does”, the girl’s friend giggled, the two girls continued to stare at Tae and Jessica.
Jessica, who was listening to the two’s conversation soon felt a slight stab feeling in her tummy. She knew things would get in a huge stir about her dating someone that is younger in her age. Even the 8 other girls of SNSD were quite unsure with this, they thought that since Tae is younger, he wouldn’t be responsible enough to take good care for their Ice Princess, they thought he’ll be too immature for her. But that didn’t stop Jessica Jung to fall in love with Tae Lee.
“Babe, you okay?”
She snapped her thoughts and looked up at her boyfriend, “Yeah”. “Penny for your thoughts?”, he gave her a comforting smile. Jessica couldn’t help but blush at his smile. He is too caring and cute to be ignored. “Well, I was just thinking how the age thing between us is being such a big deal to other people”, she sighed and shyly placed her head on her dongsaeng’s shoulder. “You’re still thinking about that?”, he ran a hand on his face with a slight frustration. He never really liked this conversation about their age problems, hell he hates it. Jessica gave him a small smile before staring at her shoe that seems to be the most interesting thing for her at that moment. “Now you’re regretting that you, Jessica Jung of SNSD, is dating your dongsaeng?”, he arched an eyebrow at her. She could tell that he’s disappointed since he did think this whole age thing was crap after all. “Of course not oppa, it’s just...”, she looked up at him so she could face him. “Bullshit!”, he blurted out, releasing his hand from Jessica’s grip. He quickly and violently stood up from the bench he was sitting on and started walking away. “Oppa! Oppa!”, she tried to pull her boyfriend down but unfortunately failing. “Stop calling me oppa! I’m your dongsaeng, noona!”, he slightly pushed her down back to the bench.
“Let me ask you this, do YOU regret dating someone older than you huh?”, she asked the question back at him, and successfully made him stop his steps.
He looked back at his noona.
“Well, do you?”, she swallowed the lump that formed in her throat, she could feel tears starting to fog her eyes. “Of course I don’t”, he walked slowly back towards her. “It’s just that I don’t want to have a girlfriend that would think of such unnecessary things like age and all, it makes me think that they don’t really love me”, he stopped when he reached a few feet away from the bench she was sitting on.
“If I didn’t love you, I would have rejected you 2 weeks ago oppa”, she stood up from her seat and slowly walked closer to him.
“If I didn’t love you, I would have just dated someone else that is much older and mature”, she continued as she was only centimetres away
from his spot.
“But I love you too much, to barely even think of those things before that very day you asked me out”, she slowly caressed his face. He reached her hand in return.
“I love you, that’s the most important thing for me oppa”, she smiled at him and not minding the sudden tears that rolled on her pale cheeks.
“I love you too, very much”
“Do you regret dating someone younger than you?”, he continued reaching her other hand swinging them playfully.
“To be honest, I don’t really care”, she playfully pinched his cheeks.
snsd: jessica