Here we go...
Well, 548 days after starting this blog, I have less than 24 hours before I leave home. On the 549th day of having this blog, I will have left home for college. Man will I miss you all! I will try to keep up my blogging as much as I can remember to, although, as you guys have probably seen my blogging isn't as plentiful and i'm sure many see my life as being.
I already miss Marcie so much, I broke down at least twice while/after we said our goodbyes. And I know when I say goodbye to Alice tomorrow it's going to be just as hard.
How is summer over, it feels like it's barely just begun and now it's gone... My last high school summer....And the worst part is, is that it still hasn't sunk in. In fact, it probably won't sink in until I get on campus, or maybe even as late as when my parents leave. Although, knowing how my emotions work the sadness of this probably won't hit me until at least a month or two later.
I'm not ready for school yet. Usually I mentally prepare myself for the school year to start, but this year I've done no mental preparations yet. And knowing how I've been as of lately, I probably won't do any. I'll just let school throw me into it's mighty path of knowledge and let it lead me where it wishes for me to go. Maybe I'll luck out and freshman orientation will be enough to ready me mentally.
I feel like I have so much more work to do with packing and everything, yet I bet that I'll be done packing our car in less than an hour tomorrow. Actually in 4 minutes I can refer to this as today and not tomorrow.... Well it's tomorrow now, so that means I leave today at some point.
There is so much more that I could say right now, but I think it would be best if I wrap this entry up and just let my mind wander for sometime. I'll miss you all, and I hope you all keep reading and updating, for I sure intend to.
I already miss Marcie so much, I broke down at least twice while/after we said our goodbyes. And I know when I say goodbye to Alice tomorrow it's going to be just as hard.
How is summer over, it feels like it's barely just begun and now it's gone... My last high school summer....And the worst part is, is that it still hasn't sunk in. In fact, it probably won't sink in until I get on campus, or maybe even as late as when my parents leave. Although, knowing how my emotions work the sadness of this probably won't hit me until at least a month or two later.
I'm not ready for school yet. Usually I mentally prepare myself for the school year to start, but this year I've done no mental preparations yet. And knowing how I've been as of lately, I probably won't do any. I'll just let school throw me into it's mighty path of knowledge and let it lead me where it wishes for me to go. Maybe I'll luck out and freshman orientation will be enough to ready me mentally.
I feel like I have so much more work to do with packing and everything, yet I bet that I'll be done packing our car in less than an hour tomorrow. Actually in 4 minutes I can refer to this as today and not tomorrow.... Well it's tomorrow now, so that means I leave today at some point.
There is so much more that I could say right now, but I think it would be best if I wrap this entry up and just let my mind wander for sometime. I'll miss you all, and I hope you all keep reading and updating, for I sure intend to.