snow!!
I am feeling much better today. In fact, I am almost entirely over it! Mostly because today I realized how much more is out there- the experiences and the people that wait for me after graduation. The potential I have to realize in the workplace.
Plus, I am in freaking Chicago! It is snowing, I have been budgeting my money well, and tomorrow is friday. I have this amazing oppertunity, my resume looks great, I am loved and utilized by a Major Symphony, and now my boss- my very demanding balls to the wall boss, is telling me how much I am contributing and that she wishes she had me longer. Life is great. Men come and go, so do friends, but this is the only life I have to live. So I can be angry and grumpy, or I can rise above all this and appreicate the many wonderful things I have in my life. I am extremely fortunate to have all that I have after the hardships that I have suffered. And in the end, it does make me stronger. People may say that I do not trust, but it is just that I do not trust easily- I can appreciate and revel without trust. I noticed that in this big city- you have to be on alert, all the time. Use all of your brain, and then you will get ahead.
Watch me get ahead.
Thank you snow for breaking me out of my doldrums. And thank you everyone who listened to me. I didn't over react, but I am over it now. Whatever, I am in one of the most awesome cities ever, and applying for all of the things that I can do. What more could I really want?
Plus, I am in freaking Chicago! It is snowing, I have been budgeting my money well, and tomorrow is friday. I have this amazing oppertunity, my resume looks great, I am loved and utilized by a Major Symphony, and now my boss- my very demanding balls to the wall boss, is telling me how much I am contributing and that she wishes she had me longer. Life is great. Men come and go, so do friends, but this is the only life I have to live. So I can be angry and grumpy, or I can rise above all this and appreicate the many wonderful things I have in my life. I am extremely fortunate to have all that I have after the hardships that I have suffered. And in the end, it does make me stronger. People may say that I do not trust, but it is just that I do not trust easily- I can appreciate and revel without trust. I noticed that in this big city- you have to be on alert, all the time. Use all of your brain, and then you will get ahead.
Watch me get ahead.
Thank you snow for breaking me out of my doldrums. And thank you everyone who listened to me. I didn't over react, but I am over it now. Whatever, I am in one of the most awesome cities ever, and applying for all of the things that I can do. What more could I really want?