Human's heart is the best yet the worst thing that ever exist in this world. Logic comes next.
I am one of those with the worst hearts.
She says that I'm a good friend, but I don't deserve it. At all.
I smile and laugh genuinely whenever we are together, but the rotten side of me likes to take over my heart and think bad about her. It keeps convincing me that it is very tiring whenever she is around. That she is very annoying in many ways.
I want to keep a far, far distance from her just for a month. To clear my head and sort out my feelings about her. But, I'm sure I will eventually get worried of her, knowing that she's a magnet of troubles. Unless she knows other person who she can tell about her deepest secrets other than me, I can't just leave her alone.
I'm the worst.
She trusts me.
But I betray her. I've been betraying her this way for years.
I will leave this post unlocked. I don't care if she sees this. I've been lying to her that I don't have life problem aside from school works when, actually, this is one of my life problems. This is my honest answer.
Heck. I bet for million dollars she won't see this post. She never bother take a look here even after I have given her my password.
But if by 1% chance she will do...
I will never unfriend you. I just can't unfriend you, whatever the reason is, anyway.
That has been a gloomy post from Zara. Thankfully there are still happy things which keep me stay sane for the day :)
I got to buy a small bottle of cooking oil and strawberry-scented perfume, learnt tid bits of Spanish, watched two eps of TakaChii's Johnny's Journey, and the upcoming third volume of Wai Wai Hey! Say! JUMP manga.
Also, that 'she' got a recommendation for attending Daito Bunka University. Congratulation! Unfortunately, she decided to turned the offer down. She said that she wasn't ready yet and because she was still a second year student.
Gonna take a bath after the memes below, then sleep. ¡Buenas noches a todos!
30 Days Song Meme:
Day 1 - Your Favorite Song
Day 2 - A Song You Wish Was About You
Day 3 - A Song That Makes You Happy
Day 4 - A Song That Makes You Sad
Day 5 - A Song That Reminds You of Someone
Day 6 - A Song That Reminds You of Somewhere
Day 7 - A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event
Day 8 - A Song That You Know All the Words To
Day 9 - A Song That You Can Dance To
Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep
Day 11 - A Song from Your Favorite Band
Day 12 - A Song from a Band You Hate
Day 13 - A Song That Is a Guilty Pleasure
Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You to Love
Day 15 - A Song That Describes You
Day 16 - A Song That You Used to Love But Now Hate
Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often on the Radio
Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard on the Radio
Day 19 - A Song from Your Favorite Album
Day 20 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Angry
Day 21 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Happy
Day 22 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Sad
Day 23 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Wedding
Day 24 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Funeral
Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh
Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play on an Instrument
Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play
Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty
Day 29 - A Song from Your Childhood
Day 30 - Your Favorite Song at This Time Last Year
Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play on an Instrument
Park Jungmin's Only Me on piano.
I COULD play it. I searched for the keys myself, but I forget it all now.
I enjoy playing NYC's Wonderful Cupid the most.
30 Days Hey! Say! JUMP Meme:
Day 01 - Favorite Song
Day 02 - Favorite PV
Day 03 - Favorite PV making of
Day 04 - Favorite live performance of JUMP
Day 05 - Favorite live performance of BEST
Day 06 - Favorite live performance of 7
Day 07 - Worst costume
Day 08 - Favorite picture of my bias
Day 09 - Favorite picture of my OTP
Day 10 - Favorite picture of Yabu Kota
Day 11 - Favorite picture of Takaki Yuya
Day 12 - Favorite picture of Inoo Kei
Day 13 - Favorite picture of Yaotome Hikaru
Day 14 - Favorite picture of Arioka Daiki
Day 15 - Favorite picture of BEST
Day 16 - Favorite picture of Okamoto Keito
Day 17 - Favorite picture of Yamada Ryosuke
Day 18 - Favorite picture of Nakajima Yuto
Day 19 - Favorite picture of Chinen Yuri
Day 20 - Favorite picture of Morimoto Ryutaro
Day 21 - Favorite picture of 7
Day 22 - Member with the best face
Day 23 - Member with the best body
Day 24 - Member with the best voice
Day 25 - Member with the best dancing
Day 26 - Member with the best personality
Day 27 - Member who I think is overrated
Day 28 - Member who I think is underrated
Day 29 - What made me fall for JUMP
Day 30 - Why I still love them now
Day 26 - Member with the best personality
A combination of Keito and Daiki. Have no will to explain because I'm already tired...
She says that I'm a good friend, but I don't deserve it. At all.
I smile and laugh genuinely whenever we are together, but the rotten side of me likes to take over my heart and think bad about her. It keeps convincing me that it is very tiring whenever she is around. That she is very annoying in many ways.
I want to keep a far, far distance from her just for a month. To clear my head and sort out my feelings about her. But, I'm sure I will eventually get worried of her, knowing that she's a magnet of troubles. Unless she knows other person who she can tell about her deepest secrets other than me, I can't just leave her alone.
I'm the worst.
She trusts me.
But I betray her. I've been betraying her this way for years.
I will leave this post unlocked. I don't care if she sees this. I've been lying to her that I don't have life problem aside from school works when, actually, this is one of my life problems. This is my honest answer.
Heck. I bet for million dollars she won't see this post. She never bother take a look here even after I have given her my password.
But if by 1% chance she will do...
I will never unfriend you. I just can't unfriend you, whatever the reason is, anyway.
That has been a gloomy post from Zara. Thankfully there are still happy things which keep me stay sane for the day :)
I got to buy a small bottle of cooking oil and strawberry-scented perfume, learnt tid bits of Spanish, watched two eps of TakaChii's Johnny's Journey, and the upcoming third volume of Wai Wai Hey! Say! JUMP manga.
Also, that 'she' got a recommendation for attending Daito Bunka University. Congratulation! Unfortunately, she decided to turned the offer down. She said that she wasn't ready yet and because she was still a second year student.
Gonna take a bath after the memes below, then sleep. ¡Buenas noches a todos!
30 Days Song Meme:
Day 1 - Your Favorite Song
Day 2 - A Song You Wish Was About You
Day 3 - A Song That Makes You Happy
Day 4 - A Song That Makes You Sad
Day 5 - A Song That Reminds You of Someone
Day 6 - A Song That Reminds You of Somewhere
Day 7 - A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event
Day 8 - A Song That You Know All the Words To
Day 9 - A Song That You Can Dance To
Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep
Day 11 - A Song from Your Favorite Band
Day 12 - A Song from a Band You Hate
Day 13 - A Song That Is a Guilty Pleasure
Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You to Love
Day 15 - A Song That Describes You
Day 16 - A Song That You Used to Love But Now Hate
Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often on the Radio
Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard on the Radio
Day 19 - A Song from Your Favorite Album
Day 20 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Angry
Day 21 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Happy
Day 22 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Sad
Day 23 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Wedding
Day 24 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Funeral
Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh
Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play on an Instrument
Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play
Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty
Day 29 - A Song from Your Childhood
Day 30 - Your Favorite Song at This Time Last Year
Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play on an Instrument
Park Jungmin's Only Me on piano.
I COULD play it. I searched for the keys myself, but I forget it all now.
I enjoy playing NYC's Wonderful Cupid the most.
30 Days Hey! Say! JUMP Meme:
Day 01 - Favorite Song
Day 02 - Favorite PV
Day 03 - Favorite PV making of
Day 04 - Favorite live performance of JUMP
Day 05 - Favorite live performance of BEST
Day 06 - Favorite live performance of 7
Day 07 - Worst costume
Day 08 - Favorite picture of my bias
Day 09 - Favorite picture of my OTP
Day 10 - Favorite picture of Yabu Kota
Day 11 - Favorite picture of Takaki Yuya
Day 12 - Favorite picture of Inoo Kei
Day 13 - Favorite picture of Yaotome Hikaru
Day 14 - Favorite picture of Arioka Daiki
Day 15 - Favorite picture of BEST
Day 16 - Favorite picture of Okamoto Keito
Day 17 - Favorite picture of Yamada Ryosuke
Day 18 - Favorite picture of Nakajima Yuto
Day 19 - Favorite picture of Chinen Yuri
Day 20 - Favorite picture of Morimoto Ryutaro
Day 21 - Favorite picture of 7
Day 22 - Member with the best face
Day 23 - Member with the best body
Day 24 - Member with the best voice
Day 25 - Member with the best dancing
Day 26 - Member with the best personality
Day 27 - Member who I think is overrated
Day 28 - Member who I think is underrated
Day 29 - What made me fall for JUMP
Day 30 - Why I still love them now
Day 26 - Member with the best personality
A combination of Keito and Daiki. Have no will to explain because I'm already tired...