I've grown a year older, but I'm afraid my mental age hasn't. Or has it? Someone tell me

[yoyocchi]

Uh... I just... don't feel like talking about my life ftm. My emotion has been experiencing so much ups and downs since the last two weeks and all the blame goes to my seemingly-neverending college tasks and... I admit that I have a low level for my mental strength. Plus, my body is not in a good condition nowadays. I caught a cold a, felt nauseous, and just yesterday my brain was like spinning the moment I woke up. Worse, the parasetamol didn't make me feel any better.

asadgfjfsd be patient, Zara. Take a deep breath... remember that you'll have your long holiday soon...


♛ Because this is something very―VERY―remarkable for FSRD 2011. The second graduation held on April 14th 2012 (a day after my 18th birthday. Oh hey happy birthday, myself!) was. A. SUCCESS!

大成功ですよ!!!

Fortunately, someone recorded the performance and uploaded it on YouTube :) It's not an HQ, though I'm fine with it.

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You still can hear the music, but I think you better tune down your speaker volume because the video starts with a loud yell. The parade's storyline was mainly about a monster who was suffering from a tootache and some naughty germs tried to pick off its teeth, but then the healer and his sexy assistants came to save the day. Everyone was going crazy at the end!

Btw, it was recorded from the west balcony. I was on the balcony across and I got the place with great view to the InTel pond because I was one of those who were responsible for throwing the confetti :DDDDD

♛ Michelle Branch's Loud Music is OOOOSM. It's just... *A*

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It was released last year. Why am I sooo late... orz;;;

Yeah, I love her Breathe. BUT I LOVE THIS ONE MORE! And just like what happened to SHINee's SHERLOCK, I played it on abusive repeat last night. Like, this song was on for four hours! No. I think it was longer than four hours.

...I should have felt bad for my ears 'A';;;;;

♛ It's a very sudden thought. I want to get my ears pierced. Well, you know, just for simple earrings. I've just realized that I never use earrings for my whole life. Except when I was still one year old, maybe? There's a trace of a closed hole on both of my earlobes.

♛ Also, another 'I've just realized' moment, it seems I have overcome my hatred toward the color pink (my journal layout is the evidence). My bestfriends would likely think that I was possessed or something ohoho (~'3')~

♛ I seriously have to buy a new cellphone since my current one acts like a total asshole. And I bought it less than a year ago!!!


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nabila_pd tagged me to do this meme. Mmmm who should I tag next... I don't know! :x

***********FOODOLOGY***************

1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
So far I only use thousand island as my salad dressing.

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Telaga seafood restaurant and Rumah Makan Hj. Kokom

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
Rice duh

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Beef, of course. And there have to be baked pineapple. Also, it somehow feels incomplete if there’s no roasted bell pepper. Don’t forget the cheese! CHEESE!

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
Surprisingly, pineapple marmalade goes very well with peanut butter :O

***********TECHNOLOGY***************

1. How many televisions are in your house?
Two. One in the living room and one in my bedroom. But I rarely use my room’s TV.

2. What color cell phone do you have?
White.

3. How many computers are in your house?
Three laptops. One is mine, the others are my dad’s and my brother’s.

4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
I care not

***************BIOLOGY******************

1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed, though I wish I were ambidextrous.

2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
No.

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
That container box with gypsum ball inside. One of my college tasks ‘3’

4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No.

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
God no.

2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
First of all, I personally think my real name is awesome because most people find it hard to memorize it (thank you DAD <3). But If I could change my name, I want one with the word ‘matahari’. (matahari = sun)

3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
AHAHAHAHA no.

************DUMBOLOGY******************

1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Just one

2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Never had one

3. Last person you talked to?
Lia, one of my college friends.

4. Last person you hugged?
Lia. We hugged before I went back home.

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

1. Season?
I like rain, but dry season is better.

2. Holiday?
The upcoming three months holiday! I’ll be bored to death for sure.

3. Day of the week?
Friday

4. Month?
May. When the dry season starts but the weather isn’t really hot.

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

1. Missing someone?
Yeah. My mom and my highschool friends.

2. Mood?
Very very tired

3. What are you listening to?
Michelle Branch's Loud Music

4. Watching?
Hilarious videos in my laptop.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

1. First place you went to this morning?
The family room to get some cold water from the fridge.

2. What's the last movie you saw?
I Love You, Beth Cooper. The one starring Hayden Panettiere. I watched it weeks ago and since then I barely have the time to watch movies. I really want to watch Iron Lady and Letters to Juliet :(

3. Do you smile often?
I don’t really know about this. But what I’m sure is, once someone makes me smile or laugh, I find it hard to press my mouth into flat line.

***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************

1. Do you always answer your phone?
Well, yes. The call might be about something important.

2. Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Usually, it’s my parents or my bestfriend.

3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I would like honey-brown for my eye color.

4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
What’s the Sonic we’re talking about here...???

5. Do you own a digital camera?
No. But a broken digital cameras? Yes, I do.

6. Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yup. It’s my dad’s, actually. And I hated it so much when he put in a blue star fish and an anemone into the aquarium. Yuck.

7. Favorite Christmas song(s):
…Justin Bieber’s Mistletoe. I don’t pay attention to Christmas songs ok?

8. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
If ‘to get all my college tasks done’ is not counted in as a birthday wish, then I didn’t have any for my birthday last April. But recently, I’ve just found out that Michelle Branch has released a new album. I want it so bad.

9. Can you do push ups?
I wish I could orz;;;

10. Can you do a chin up?
What’s a chin up like? Though, most probably I can’t do it.

11. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Honestly, I’m more to the nervous side.

12. Do you have any saved texts?
No.

13. Ever been in a car wreck?
No.

14. Do you have an accent?
No.

15. What is the last song to make you cry?
SHINee’s Romeo + Juliet. I didn’t cry over this song, but it brought me close to tears.

16. Plans tonight?
Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.

17. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
No.

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
DVDs, Cha Cha chocolate, and cheese Pringles.

19. Have you ever been given roses?
No.

20. Current worry?
My health, my stamina, and my grades.

21. Current hate right now?
My weak mental-strength.

22. Met someone who changed your life?
No.

23. How will you bring in the New Year?
For three years I had spent it with my bestfriends

24. What song represents you?
The closest one is Michelle Branch’s Breathe. Not the entire lyric. Just some lines like, “If I just breathe and fill the space between, I’ll know everything is alright.”

25. Name three people who might complete this?
Nabila (because she had done this duh) and… idk?

26. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Maybe? I just want to be more responsible in doing my previous college tasks.

27. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I. HAVE. NEVER. HAD. A. BOYFRIEND.

28. Does anyone love you?
I know my family loves me.

29. Ever had someone sing to you?
No.

30. When did you last cry?
Two or three weks ago, I think. Because I had blunders in a day and I eventually burst out in tears as my patience reached its peak.

31. Do you like to cuddle?
Yeap. I often cuddle to my mom and my friends.

32. Have you held hands with anyone today?
Today? Then, no.

33. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
Both.

34. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
I drank one litre of it last Sunday. What do you think?

35. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
At my parent’s house, trying to re-decorate the whole interior design.

There, done. Good night, peeps :)