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I will never forget any of the men that I have fallen in love with. I don't believe that the heart onlys loves once and I am living proof that it's not true. My heart has loved many men, some of which will never know, and my heart has been broken even more times. The saying 'when you know, you know' is a statement that I live by now. Because you do just know. It's that final person you fall in love with who falls in love with you at the same time and it sticks for life. You both know that there is no one on this earth who would suit you better and you both do everything in your power to make sure you stay together. I met this man who is romantic, entertaining, intelligent, strong [emotionally and physically] and loves me unconditionally. When I get close to someone I tend to do stupid things to push them away and he stood by me even though I acted a fool. And to me, that says a lot about his character and his love. It's undying and it's real. And I get it. I get his love. Forever.
We are moving in together. A week from tomorrow. Not one piece of me is nervous about this. I really wish it could have happened sooner. And I've only known him for 6 months. Some think I am crazy but the truth is, I'm just in love. No one can stop us, and nothing will get in our way. We need to be together at all times so we're going to make it happen.
As of now I don't have a new job but I'm not worried about that either. I plan on getting 2 jobs anyways, so I just need to keep putting in applications. I'm hoping to work in my field but if that doesn't happen, there are other things I can do.
Thank you to those who are supportive of me, I don't know what I would do without you.