time for an emo post.
well here comes an emo post...and i know its emo...so you probably dont want to read it but i'm just gonna put it up there for a venting issue...i think im depressed...every day sucks...*sounding typical aren't we?* I wake up at roughly 6:30AM rush every morning haul ass to work and usually am late about 10-15min at 7:15AM...my day gets crazy and im stressed out more then i've been in my whole life...i basically run the whole front end of a company that has 75 empoylees by myself..so it gets a little rushed...then i usually get out of work around 5:30 or 6...come home and i really dont have any friends or girlfriends...i usually either hang out w/ katie or not do too much...i think i need a girlfriend or something..and being 20 its a shitty year to be because its not like i can go to bars or something...and i mean i work for a plumbing company (not too many good looking girls walk through my office door if you know what i mean)..so basically im just starting to feel bummed out..since all my friends either moved away got married or turned to drugs..and now in my current situation its not like i can meet too many new ones..just kinda stuck in a rut i guess...i just hope one day things will go better...*emo rant off* haha...i just had to throw that crap out there i guess..its been driving me crazy, i guess for the first time in my life..my finanical situation is great but my social situation is shit lol...and anyone new i try to meet has just been ending up as a great dissapointment