dont become the person you wish you never were.
My brother is getting married today; so far, i'm the only one ready and its getting very boring. Luckily, my internet finally started to work.
i really miss chelsea. i dont think she gets how uncomfortable and hurt we are. its hard for us. i wish she could understand how we feel. i'm not trying to push her out, and i dont want her to feel like that, but i just never want to have to let go. especially not to her.
i've been hanging out with meaker and dustin a lot lately. its kinda nice, we just sit around and watch maury and get drunk. i like it.
i've been trying to call randi and she hasn't picked up, i hope she is not mad at me.
damn today sucks already. hopefully tomorrow will be a non stop kinda day. and hopefully heather and dustin dont sell us out. that would suck, well there would be more for meaker and i, but what is the fun in that? i dunno.
peace.
i really miss chelsea. i dont think she gets how uncomfortable and hurt we are. its hard for us. i wish she could understand how we feel. i'm not trying to push her out, and i dont want her to feel like that, but i just never want to have to let go. especially not to her.
i've been hanging out with meaker and dustin a lot lately. its kinda nice, we just sit around and watch maury and get drunk. i like it.
i've been trying to call randi and she hasn't picked up, i hope she is not mad at me.
damn today sucks already. hopefully tomorrow will be a non stop kinda day. and hopefully heather and dustin dont sell us out. that would suck, well there would be more for meaker and i, but what is the fun in that? i dunno.
peace.