i am who i am, i'll never change...keep me breathing
well, it's been a little bit since i updated, but for the most part everything is going well. classes are fairly smooth...nothing too difficult yet. a lot of reading of course, but that is expected. i had to play major catch up in nutrition cause i just got the book a week ago and we had to have 5 chapters read, so i had quite a bit to read for that, but i am almost done.
anthro is by far my worst class. i am sureee it could be really interesting, but my professor honestly doesnt even teach. she just reads off a paper and most of it is vocab words. oh well.
chem is easy...like high school chem. fortunately nurses don't need much chem or bio, nor do they need them higher than 112 lol so i am going to have it easy this year with sciences.
as usual, i don't like psych. never really have, probably never will much. i just can't figure out concepts and relate them to real life. its frustrating cause most people have no problem with it, whereas i struggle quite a bit.
anyway enough of boring school shit. partying has been fun. i've probably done way way too much of it, but i don't feel terribly out of control. for the most part i go out when i know i don't have anything to worry about the next day. no classes on friday definitely excuses getting drunk every thursday, which i feel guilty about. but i guess i'm having fun while i can? idk, not a very good excuse but whatever. i am trying to not do too much, too soon because knowing me i'll get really sick here soon and that is never good.
i went to give blood today. i really wnated to do it too!!! and of course, i couldn't. my iron was 1 percent below the amount needed to give. fuck that. fuck red meat for providing iron that i need lol. yeah, theres no excuse, i should eat it. but i don't. me and my food habits. for some reason i can't let that one go.
i think my parents and my sister miss me a ton. every time i come home they are so happy to see me. it's weird because if they wanted to they could see me every day. i think it is almost harder having me be so close but yet so far. for everyone's parents who's kids are far far away its kind of like well, theyre too far to worry about. but like my parents really could see me any time but since im "away" at school they can't interfer. kind of weird like that.
my roomie was gone all weekend at the beach so i hung out with leah a lot. i've decided she is my closest friend in the dorm. we agree on a lot of stuff, but i think i am really going to open some new doors for her in terms of exposure. i don't even mean partyign really, just like trying new things and being open to new things as well. she lived kind of a closed in life in little point pleasant, and i most definitely got my tour of the u.s. lol but its fun to actually give advice and give opinions for someone.
well, i am gonna getr some food hopefully with ames or else by myself in the dining hall lol yeah i'm a loser...have a good week loves
anthro is by far my worst class. i am sureee it could be really interesting, but my professor honestly doesnt even teach. she just reads off a paper and most of it is vocab words. oh well.
chem is easy...like high school chem. fortunately nurses don't need much chem or bio, nor do they need them higher than 112 lol so i am going to have it easy this year with sciences.
as usual, i don't like psych. never really have, probably never will much. i just can't figure out concepts and relate them to real life. its frustrating cause most people have no problem with it, whereas i struggle quite a bit.
anyway enough of boring school shit. partying has been fun. i've probably done way way too much of it, but i don't feel terribly out of control. for the most part i go out when i know i don't have anything to worry about the next day. no classes on friday definitely excuses getting drunk every thursday, which i feel guilty about. but i guess i'm having fun while i can? idk, not a very good excuse but whatever. i am trying to not do too much, too soon because knowing me i'll get really sick here soon and that is never good.
i went to give blood today. i really wnated to do it too!!! and of course, i couldn't. my iron was 1 percent below the amount needed to give. fuck that. fuck red meat for providing iron that i need lol. yeah, theres no excuse, i should eat it. but i don't. me and my food habits. for some reason i can't let that one go.
i think my parents and my sister miss me a ton. every time i come home they are so happy to see me. it's weird because if they wanted to they could see me every day. i think it is almost harder having me be so close but yet so far. for everyone's parents who's kids are far far away its kind of like well, theyre too far to worry about. but like my parents really could see me any time but since im "away" at school they can't interfer. kind of weird like that.
my roomie was gone all weekend at the beach so i hung out with leah a lot. i've decided she is my closest friend in the dorm. we agree on a lot of stuff, but i think i am really going to open some new doors for her in terms of exposure. i don't even mean partyign really, just like trying new things and being open to new things as well. she lived kind of a closed in life in little point pleasant, and i most definitely got my tour of the u.s. lol but its fun to actually give advice and give opinions for someone.
well, i am gonna getr some food hopefully with ames or else by myself in the dining hall lol yeah i'm a loser...have a good week loves