BUT HE SAID TO ME, “MY GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR YOU, FOR MY POWER IS MADE PERFECT IN WEAKNESS.”
If asked to choose one word to sum up my life right now, I would say it's a toss up between drama and... gayness. I mean hey I'm loving things with the Lord right now and am happy about stuff, but just, a lot of people seem to have an opinion about the whole Justin/ Christmas Banquet thing. Already talked about Bond's reaction. Janal says she's okay with it but she still likes him so I'm thinking about not going with him. Not just because of her, but Brandi asked me if I still liked him and told me she had wanted to go with him. And really what am I supposed to say to that? I seriously just should have asked someone that would have brought no drama to my life. The thing about it was Just was going to ask me... So... it would have come around anyway... But I just... It's just a dumb banquet, that we're going to as friends, granted that we are uhh exes... But oh my Lord, why is everyone allowed an opinion about this. And gay people are like "Ooh, I think things feelings are starting to come back." and whatnot, and thats not true for me. But maybe I have to watch out for Justin, because some people have told me how he still feels about me. I don't know what to do. Probably the best thing would be not to go with him. But. I just don't know how he'll react. Oh wells, I just really need to bring this issue to God.
Anyway, I'm definitely not ready for finals. Not at all. And they're next week. Ahh oh wells. OOH I'm going to Boyce with a "Special" student status. That's fun. Things got kinda gay with Janay on Wednesday but I think things are better now. At least she hugged me! And we looked like dykes. Oh wells. Holla at yo #1 girl.
So Ryan Mezzell last night in his car calls me over by the name of Barlow Girl might I add and is like, so what's with the whole Barlow thing? I was like what the whole skirt over the pants thing? Him:yeah? M: Well this has been like my dream style for like ever and hey it encourages modesty. Ryan and Justin(don't remember who said what?): Well I don't like it, it looks stupid, why don't girls just wear pants and not waste money on these short little skirts, blah, blah, blah...." And it was this whole gay talk. Since when do we ever try to do something because a guy likes it or finds it attractive. Okay probably a lot, but as a chick I really like the style. Maybe Ryan just complains because he can't see any legs. Seriously it fixes like three problems. I would imagine that its a problem for jeans that are skin tight and clearly define a girls butt. (Maybe thats just something that I struggle with, haha j/k) Too much leg showing.Girls pants riding so low that their backside is exposed to the world.
So there is a lot coming up in my life. But, I figure I'll tell ya after it's all played out. Well children, be good and don't go around talking about why some kids shouldn't go to the banquet with other kids.... Hmm I need caffeine, Janal and I stayed up wayyy late, and I'm dead tired...
Anyway, I'm definitely not ready for finals. Not at all. And they're next week. Ahh oh wells. OOH I'm going to Boyce with a "Special" student status. That's fun. Things got kinda gay with Janay on Wednesday but I think things are better now. At least she hugged me! And we looked like dykes. Oh wells. Holla at yo #1 girl.
So Ryan Mezzell last night in his car calls me over by the name of Barlow Girl might I add and is like, so what's with the whole Barlow thing? I was like what the whole skirt over the pants thing? Him:yeah? M: Well this has been like my dream style for like ever and hey it encourages modesty. Ryan and Justin(don't remember who said what?): Well I don't like it, it looks stupid, why don't girls just wear pants and not waste money on these short little skirts, blah, blah, blah...." And it was this whole gay talk. Since when do we ever try to do something because a guy likes it or finds it attractive. Okay probably a lot, but as a chick I really like the style. Maybe Ryan just complains because he can't see any legs. Seriously it fixes like three problems. I would imagine that its a problem for jeans that are skin tight and clearly define a girls butt. (Maybe thats just something that I struggle with, haha j/k) Too much leg showing.Girls pants riding so low that their backside is exposed to the world.
So there is a lot coming up in my life. But, I figure I'll tell ya after it's all played out. Well children, be good and don't go around talking about why some kids shouldn't go to the banquet with other kids.... Hmm I need caffeine, Janal and I stayed up wayyy late, and I'm dead tired...