A FEW FALLS TOO MANY AND ONE WIN TO FEW...
OK SO LET'S SEE. MY DAY SEEMED PRETTY PRODUCTIVE
DON'T EVER BELIEVE SOMETHING JUST BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT WAY
GOT MY BOYCE APPLICATION IN (FINALLY)
PICKED UP MY DIPLOMA (FINALLY)
YET AFTER THAT NOT A LOT WAS ACCOMPLISHED
WENT TO PUBLIC SPEAKING
DECIDED I'M WAY ANTI- GREYHOUND RACING
SAW PICTURES OF GREYHOUNDS BEING DISPOSED OF IN TRASH CANS BECAUSE IF THE DOGS PROVE TO BE "TO SLOW FOR THE TRACK", DEHYDRATED AND NOT EATING RIGHT, SICK, FLEA INFESTED THE PEOPLE IN THE INDUSTRY GET AWAY WITH EUTHANASIA BY TERMINATING THE LIVES OF THESE ANIMALS, SOME IN THE MOST CRUEL AND INHUMANE WAYS POSSIBLE
ALSO DECIDED I'M ANTI-DIETING AND BELIEVE THAT TO LOSE WEIGHT WHAT YOU NEED TO MAKE SURE IS THAT THE ENERGY IN< ENERGY OUT
SOME CHICKS BRIEFLY TALKED ABOUT ABSITNENCE AND NOT DRINKING, YET I ASSUME THEY RAISED THOSE POINTS TO MAKE THEIR SPEECHES LONGER AND ADD TO THEIR ARGUMENT BECAUSE THEY MADE THEIR REAL VIEWS CLEAR AFTER THE SPEECH
SO THEN I WENT TO IGNITE, AND FOR SOME REASON WAS ODDLY DISTRACTED
THEN I WENT TO MATT'S, AND GOT A PHONE CALL
ERR I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN
JANAL LIKES JUSTIN... HE LIKES HER
ARGH KATHRYN, WHY DOES THIS CRAP ALWAYS HAPPEN?
AND MORE IMPORTANTLY WHY DO I CARE? ERR I JUST WISH HE'D BE SINGLE FOREVER.. OKAY NEED TO STOP BEING POSSESSIVE, JEALOUS, STUPID, A NUMBER OF THINGS
THEN I TALKED TO BOND WHICH MADE THINGS WORSE BECAUSE I GOT MORE FRUSTRATED ABOUT THE SITUATION
BUT AT LIKE 10:30 I WENT TO A PRAYER MEETING TYPE DEAL, AND WE WERE BY THE WATER WHERE THE WIND WAS BLOWING THROUGH AND WHILE IT FELT NICE, IT SEEMED EVERYONE WAS COLD
BUT WE STAYED A LITTLE PAST MIDNIGHT, PRAYING AND WORSHIPPING AND IT WAS AWESOME... I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THE JANAL/JUSTIN SITUATION WHICH WAS GOOD... I HAD SUCH A PEACE... BUT WHEN I TALKED TO CHRIS IT ALL CAME BACK... I JUST NEED TO PRAY ABOUT IT AND GET OVER IT... UGH IT JUST MAKES ME SO MAD, THAT THEY'RE DATING... DATING!!! THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO IT'S NOT ALLOWED... I'M SO DUMB, BECAUSE IT'S LIKE I FEEL THE NEED TO BRING UP TO ANY CHICK THAT COMES INTO HIS LIFE THAT HE AND I HAD SO MUCH TOGETHER... BUT THAT'S JUST IT HAD! HAD, JESSICA, YOU MORON. GOD HAS SOMEONE SO MUCH BETTER FOR YOU, SOMEONE WHO WILL ENCOURAGE YOU, AND BE MORE SPIRITUALLY MATURE THAN YOU ARE, SO HE CAN LEAD YOU TO PURSUE GODLINESS AND A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. GET OVER IT GET OVER IT GET OVER IT YOU FREAK.... GET. OVER. HIM. IT. THIS. YOURSELF. STOP WISHING DEATH UPON WHOEVER WANTS TO BE WITH HIM (THAT'S A JOKE FOR THOSE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND MY HUMOR). STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN BE HAPPY. THAT CAN BE WITH SOMEONE. YOU CAN'T EXPECT THAT HE'S GOING TO WAIT UNTIL YOU FIND SOMEONE. UGH YOU MAKE ME SICK, STOP CARING. LORD I LOVE YOU. HELP ME TO PUT THIS OUT OF MIND, AND TO NOT CARE ABOUT IT. REMIND ME OF YOUR PROMISE, THAT YOU CREATED WOMAN FOR MAN, SO I'VE BEEN CREATED FOR SOMEONE. IT'S NOT HIM. STOP LETTING ME WORRY ABOUT HIM. THAT'S ENOUGH OF MY RANTING AND RAVING....
DON'T EVER BELIEVE SOMETHING JUST BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT WAY
GOT MY BOYCE APPLICATION IN (FINALLY)
PICKED UP MY DIPLOMA (FINALLY)
YET AFTER THAT NOT A LOT WAS ACCOMPLISHED
WENT TO PUBLIC SPEAKING
DECIDED I'M WAY ANTI- GREYHOUND RACING
SAW PICTURES OF GREYHOUNDS BEING DISPOSED OF IN TRASH CANS BECAUSE IF THE DOGS PROVE TO BE "TO SLOW FOR THE TRACK", DEHYDRATED AND NOT EATING RIGHT, SICK, FLEA INFESTED THE PEOPLE IN THE INDUSTRY GET AWAY WITH EUTHANASIA BY TERMINATING THE LIVES OF THESE ANIMALS, SOME IN THE MOST CRUEL AND INHUMANE WAYS POSSIBLE
ALSO DECIDED I'M ANTI-DIETING AND BELIEVE THAT TO LOSE WEIGHT WHAT YOU NEED TO MAKE SURE IS THAT THE ENERGY IN< ENERGY OUT
SOME CHICKS BRIEFLY TALKED ABOUT ABSITNENCE AND NOT DRINKING, YET I ASSUME THEY RAISED THOSE POINTS TO MAKE THEIR SPEECHES LONGER AND ADD TO THEIR ARGUMENT BECAUSE THEY MADE THEIR REAL VIEWS CLEAR AFTER THE SPEECH
SO THEN I WENT TO IGNITE, AND FOR SOME REASON WAS ODDLY DISTRACTED
THEN I WENT TO MATT'S, AND GOT A PHONE CALL
ERR I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN
JANAL LIKES JUSTIN... HE LIKES HER
ARGH KATHRYN, WHY DOES THIS CRAP ALWAYS HAPPEN?
AND MORE IMPORTANTLY WHY DO I CARE? ERR I JUST WISH HE'D BE SINGLE FOREVER.. OKAY NEED TO STOP BEING POSSESSIVE, JEALOUS, STUPID, A NUMBER OF THINGS
THEN I TALKED TO BOND WHICH MADE THINGS WORSE BECAUSE I GOT MORE FRUSTRATED ABOUT THE SITUATION
BUT AT LIKE 10:30 I WENT TO A PRAYER MEETING TYPE DEAL, AND WE WERE BY THE WATER WHERE THE WIND WAS BLOWING THROUGH AND WHILE IT FELT NICE, IT SEEMED EVERYONE WAS COLD
BUT WE STAYED A LITTLE PAST MIDNIGHT, PRAYING AND WORSHIPPING AND IT WAS AWESOME... I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THE JANAL/JUSTIN SITUATION WHICH WAS GOOD... I HAD SUCH A PEACE... BUT WHEN I TALKED TO CHRIS IT ALL CAME BACK... I JUST NEED TO PRAY ABOUT IT AND GET OVER IT... UGH IT JUST MAKES ME SO MAD, THAT THEY'RE DATING... DATING!!! THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO IT'S NOT ALLOWED... I'M SO DUMB, BECAUSE IT'S LIKE I FEEL THE NEED TO BRING UP TO ANY CHICK THAT COMES INTO HIS LIFE THAT HE AND I HAD SO MUCH TOGETHER... BUT THAT'S JUST IT HAD! HAD, JESSICA, YOU MORON. GOD HAS SOMEONE SO MUCH BETTER FOR YOU, SOMEONE WHO WILL ENCOURAGE YOU, AND BE MORE SPIRITUALLY MATURE THAN YOU ARE, SO HE CAN LEAD YOU TO PURSUE GODLINESS AND A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. GET OVER IT GET OVER IT GET OVER IT YOU FREAK.... GET. OVER. HIM. IT. THIS. YOURSELF. STOP WISHING DEATH UPON WHOEVER WANTS TO BE WITH HIM (THAT'S A JOKE FOR THOSE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND MY HUMOR). STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN BE HAPPY. THAT CAN BE WITH SOMEONE. YOU CAN'T EXPECT THAT HE'S GOING TO WAIT UNTIL YOU FIND SOMEONE. UGH YOU MAKE ME SICK, STOP CARING. LORD I LOVE YOU. HELP ME TO PUT THIS OUT OF MIND, AND TO NOT CARE ABOUT IT. REMIND ME OF YOUR PROMISE, THAT YOU CREATED WOMAN FOR MAN, SO I'VE BEEN CREATED FOR SOMEONE. IT'S NOT HIM. STOP LETTING ME WORRY ABOUT HIM. THAT'S ENOUGH OF MY RANTING AND RAVING....