Mar 24, 2006 13:49
im always so excited to come back to new jersey and when i get back it really sucks.
i miss steve more than anything, so that makes me depressed.
its hard to see him everyday and then not see him 10 days in a row.
i dont know how im going to last in the summer, i might die, idontknow.
and i want school to be better. i love my roomate and i love my boyfriend.
i wish i had more friends, or at least i wish i could keep friends.
i did nothing and lost so many friends. whatever.
i cant wait to come back to nj with steve in april though. were gunna have so much fun together.
i love when he comes here, i get to show him off and spend time with him and my real friends.
i just love being around steve, he makes me so happy.
i try not to think about the bad things cause the better things override the bad.
so if you hear me complaining..its only an hour thing, things always work out.
true love lasts forever.<3
well my squishy aka tommy is coming over soon, so im off..at least i wrote something.