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wow.
i didn't know it would be this easy. i must be insane to complain for one moment that he was too appologetic and too worried about messing up. That shouldn't be a bad thing. right? and its amazing how its simply based on the fact we enjoy each others company. and thats amazing. its not pressured. its not anything its just we make eachother happy. he calls when he says he will. he sends me messages just to ask how i'm doing, or tell me that he hopes i have a good day. He tells me what hes doing when i dont ask. Its like i've learned these things that guys dont enjoy being nagged at or asked about and such from my relationship with peter, and from psychology, so i work on not doing so. and he just volunteers that information. and its nice. i dont have to watch what i say around him, and we can communicate. but probably most important and best of all is we don't take ourselves too seriously.
last night was good. he came over because he was going to be leaving for chicago in the morning to go visit friends & family since its thanksgiving and all. we watched cars and he made fun of champaign while i made fun of chicago. but it turned more into me trying to convince him champaign isn't as bad as he thinks and him telling me chicago is amazing if i knew what i was doing. and i agreed. we talked about just random people and skiing and just non-sense. and it was pleasant. sadly however he'll be gone most the week/weekend. but hes already called me twice. haha so silly.
tonight was also pleasant. pat and i played video games. there was no drama. i ate my pizza and it was a jolly good time. i get way into my video games though
i didn't know it would be this easy. i must be insane to complain for one moment that he was too appologetic and too worried about messing up. That shouldn't be a bad thing. right? and its amazing how its simply based on the fact we enjoy each others company. and thats amazing. its not pressured. its not anything its just we make eachother happy. he calls when he says he will. he sends me messages just to ask how i'm doing, or tell me that he hopes i have a good day. He tells me what hes doing when i dont ask. Its like i've learned these things that guys dont enjoy being nagged at or asked about and such from my relationship with peter, and from psychology, so i work on not doing so. and he just volunteers that information. and its nice. i dont have to watch what i say around him, and we can communicate. but probably most important and best of all is we don't take ourselves too seriously.
last night was good. he came over because he was going to be leaving for chicago in the morning to go visit friends & family since its thanksgiving and all. we watched cars and he made fun of champaign while i made fun of chicago. but it turned more into me trying to convince him champaign isn't as bad as he thinks and him telling me chicago is amazing if i knew what i was doing. and i agreed. we talked about just random people and skiing and just non-sense. and it was pleasant. sadly however he'll be gone most the week/weekend. but hes already called me twice. haha so silly.
tonight was also pleasant. pat and i played video games. there was no drama. i ate my pizza and it was a jolly good time. i get way into my video games though