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Being single. sucks. and what sucks more than that is that i was okay with it before. so now, not being okay with it, just makes me annoyed. It was just nice having someone there for you. and the worst of it all is the random hookups don't appeal anymore. they used to be just great. i guess thats growing up when you want something more meaningful than just a fling. And its not like theres much i can do to change that, because i wont take the innitiative because thats just not how i roll.
I've met some really great guys that are good to talk to. But i doubt its going furhter. I know the holiday season just makes it worse about feelign alone. pooop. i really know what just frusterates me worse is that i used to be okay with this. i dont want to be codependent.
Blah. It was a nice weekend.
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb,
But there's a cold wind coming from,
The top of the highest high rise today.
Its not a breeze 'cuz it blows hard,
Yes and it wants me to discard,
The humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away...
So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.
I've met some really great guys that are good to talk to. But i doubt its going furhter. I know the holiday season just makes it worse about feelign alone. pooop. i really know what just frusterates me worse is that i used to be okay with this. i dont want to be codependent.
Blah. It was a nice weekend.
I'd like to close my eyes and go numb,
But there's a cold wind coming from,
The top of the highest high rise today.
Its not a breeze 'cuz it blows hard,
Yes and it wants me to discard,
The humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away...
So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.