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i look like a tardo right now and i like it, i'm totally tempted to go to class liket his cause i dont give a damn hahah. i've got my glasses wearing a grey hoodie, with grey sweatpants and miss matching socks.. like hard core miss matching ones blue and fuzzy the other is boring, but i needed them to sleep cause i couldn't feel my toes. because damnit its freaking COLDDDD and i do not approve. so someone let someone know who controls the weather that this cold crap, its not okay with me.
i've been having strange sleeping issues. i keep waking up freaking out that i slept through my alarm but when i look at the clock its 630 in the damn am. thats happend three times this week... thats enough to call it an issue right? idk what to do about it, its annoying. I've also been having crazy dreams. One time i beat the crap out of someone and i woke up feeling really angry and like tense like i should go to the gym and take out my agressions. And several where i get back together with diff. ex's. I dont know whats going on. i dont like them. hahah. ohh well not much i can do.
I get excited for the weekends always before they even come. I love that feeling.
I went to lunch with Rodrigo yesterday. I love him. it made me feel good to know that we can still talk to each other about whatever. it was nice. And good to talk about remember when shit. I love that guy to death and love how we can just talk about whaatever and i feel so comfortable around him like i dont have to sensor myself its nice.
I feel like something is missing i dont know what it is. thats not to say i'm not happy without this something. i just feel like i could increase my happiness to call it BLISS haha but i think wanting that could be selfish.....
I love my friends and family. my brothers almost 21 and its crazy.... like wtf he can't be that old. crazyness.
i've been having strange sleeping issues. i keep waking up freaking out that i slept through my alarm but when i look at the clock its 630 in the damn am. thats happend three times this week... thats enough to call it an issue right? idk what to do about it, its annoying. I've also been having crazy dreams. One time i beat the crap out of someone and i woke up feeling really angry and like tense like i should go to the gym and take out my agressions. And several where i get back together with diff. ex's. I dont know whats going on. i dont like them. hahah. ohh well not much i can do.
I get excited for the weekends always before they even come. I love that feeling.
I went to lunch with Rodrigo yesterday. I love him. it made me feel good to know that we can still talk to each other about whatever. it was nice. And good to talk about remember when shit. I love that guy to death and love how we can just talk about whaatever and i feel so comfortable around him like i dont have to sensor myself its nice.
I feel like something is missing i dont know what it is. thats not to say i'm not happy without this something. i just feel like i could increase my happiness to call it BLISS haha but i think wanting that could be selfish.....
I love my friends and family. my brothers almost 21 and its crazy.... like wtf he can't be that old. crazyness.