pretty by the wayside
Impending doom seems so fucking inevitable these days. its just there all seething in yr fuckin veins. yr fucking vain.
Havent really been doing much at all lately apart from getting tasty with the newsagent next to the library. Saw Serenity the other day and dont get me wrong, it wasnt the worst movie ever, but WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO JOSS WHEDON. Maybe it is true that when you grow oldre (yes, oldre) you only keep your fucking youth, your sicccck golden you, and re-use it while the worlds moving forward. Mayyyybe. Or maybe its all circumstancial.
Moshi moshi. Yesterday I watched that whole Ghibli doco and it was awesome. Godamn I wish I had the energy right now to be like that. I cant even draw a fucking cat. What is wrong with me!!!!!??? I have to get my folio ready within 3 weeks and havent done any significant art this year apart from this painting that I want to throw into the ocean. Along with everything else.
Maybe I should just get the fuck back on top of things. Fuck shit up and be my old self again. Breathe on peoples necks in the bank. Haha awesome. Not many people know that person I guess. Or maybe thats what he wanted... stop thinking and it will be alright. Well I'm sorry kid, thats not the way it works. Its not the way I work. as a well versed woman once said to me, maybe we're too fucking crazy for you. for anyone. and thats the way it is. Wake me when yr through bein cool cuz I'm snoring. And hoping...
Goddamn give me some kicks. Upside. Upstroke. Backstroke. Backstreet. Soapbox. IN YR FUCKING FACE!!!! Man.
ps. i'm not so fucking scared of you.
Havent really been doing much at all lately apart from getting tasty with the newsagent next to the library. Saw Serenity the other day and dont get me wrong, it wasnt the worst movie ever, but WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO JOSS WHEDON. Maybe it is true that when you grow oldre (yes, oldre) you only keep your fucking youth, your sicccck golden you, and re-use it while the worlds moving forward. Mayyyybe. Or maybe its all circumstancial.
Moshi moshi. Yesterday I watched that whole Ghibli doco and it was awesome. Godamn I wish I had the energy right now to be like that. I cant even draw a fucking cat. What is wrong with me!!!!!??? I have to get my folio ready within 3 weeks and havent done any significant art this year apart from this painting that I want to throw into the ocean. Along with everything else.
Maybe I should just get the fuck back on top of things. Fuck shit up and be my old self again. Breathe on peoples necks in the bank. Haha awesome. Not many people know that person I guess. Or maybe thats what he wanted... stop thinking and it will be alright. Well I'm sorry kid, thats not the way it works. Its not the way I work. as a well versed woman once said to me, maybe we're too fucking crazy for you. for anyone. and thats the way it is. Wake me when yr through bein cool cuz I'm snoring. And hoping...
Goddamn give me some kicks. Upside. Upstroke. Backstroke. Backstreet. Soapbox. IN YR FUCKING FACE!!!! Man.
ps. i'm not so fucking scared of you.